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by CarmenKB

by CarmenKB

Rubbing my eyes, I glance at my phone to look at the time. Another day, more homework. I struggle for a few minutes to get myself out of bed; I was really fucking tired.

I sit at the edge of my bed, slipping my shirt off only to put a clean one on. Simple outfit today, I wasn't feeling the greatest to get all prettied up. A headache bounced around my temples, slowing my morning routine down.

For some reason, my stomach was gurgling like I was hungry or too full to the point where I had to throw up. It was concerning, but I ignored it.

I glance at my phone again, questioning why I was so tired. Usually, I'm not this exhausted. It was as if I had only slept for a few minutes.

I ruffle my hair, brushing it back to be out of my face. Fuck, my stomach was hurting. I get up to use the bathroom, hoping this issue was nothing big. Maybe I just needed food.

When I open the door after washing my face, my mom is in her robe, squinting at me in the dark. "What are you doing awake?"

"What?" I question. Does she not realize that we're in the middle of the week? "I'm getting ready; I have school."

"Jisung, baby, it's midnight. Go to bed."

My mouth drops open, sudden confusion dawning upon me. I rush back to my room, opening my phone. 12:03am. What the fuck?

"Yeah, sorry. I didn't realize," I tell her, sending her back to her room.

So that's why my alarms weren't going off? I swear I heard them blaring. And I checked the time twice...

Hm, hallucinating. I laugh to myself, biting my tongue. I pick up my phone, recording myself explain what happened to Minho and how dumb I was.

"I checked the time twice!" I whisper-shout, laughing to myself and facepalming. "Oh my god, I'm so dumb. Okay, I'm going to bed now. I was wondering too like... why the hell am I so tired? Because it's midnight and I fell asleep an hour ago, dumbass. Gosh, bye. I love you. Bye."

I send it to him before diving back under my covers. I'm so glad I didn't do my hair before I realized. How can one check the time twice and not realize? I don't get it, but I'm too tired to think about it anymore.

Sunshine ☀️💕

you are really dumb
i can't believe you 😂
good morning though
gosh, i'm dating an idiot

LMFAO I KNOW
but it's okay
guess what

what

i'm sick :o
have fun at school
without me
fucking loser

what the hell
are you okay

yeah, i just threw up
i'm okay.
i felt it this morning
too, at midnight, but
i thought it was something
else.
guess i was wrong

:( i'll come over
today if you want.
we can cuddle

i mean
i want kisses
but that's kinda gross
so it's okay.
we can hang out
tomorrow if i'm better

okay <3
i wouldnt like it
if you threw up
on me anyway
read

hello?
read

did you fall asleep?
read

babbyyyy
read

sorry uh
i threw up again
lol goodnight

oh no angel :(
feel better
i love you
goodnight