Why So Lonely? || Minsung 1/3 ✔️

Prologue

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2:28am

Sitting at my desk, I hold my head in my hands. Tears drip onto the wood as I sob silently in the dark. There was an overbearing pain in my chest. I felt so... so alone.

Everything felt like shit. My parents were always yelling at either me or each other. My friends always had me as their second choice. They had better friends. I was never a favorite. Never the best friend. Always hanging at the back. I was basically invisible.

All I wanted to do was run away. I had no place being there anyway. But I couldn't just leave. As much as I wanted to, I couldn't. Even though they don't need me, I surely need them. I shouldn't be so dependent on them, but I am.

The tears slow, my eyes glistening as lights from the outside street peek in from my windows. The room is silent, besides the sharp wind noises from the outside and crickets chirping away.

Continuous thoughts fly through my head. Resting my cheek on the wood, I stare out of my windows. The sky is clear tonight, no stars to twinkle and no moon to shine. Just the light posts to shine people's ways through the darkness.

"Why can't I just be happy?"