His Blue Dog | Sope BOOK #1

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ARMY found out.

So the members found out.

Bang Sihyuk found out.

So now Yoongi was the center of it all. Again. Everything evolved around Yoongi, everyone was being soft and considerate just because he was hurting himself again. And Yoongi hated it.

"Oh sure, that's okay-" "God damn it Jungkok, no it's not." Yoongi slammed his hand down on the desk. "Stop sucking up for me, I hate it." He looked into the maknae's eyes that held a soft gaze. "Stop treating me like a god damm feather, alright?!" He yelled at him, and Jungkook ran out of his room.

Yoongi sighed and put his head in his hands, looking at the blue dog scribbled on his arm. He stood up and followed Jungkook after a few seconds.

"Guys-" "Hyung, I wanna talk to you." Namjoon looked at Yoongi. "For what?" Yoongi sighed. "Um..." Namjoon got closer to Yoongi so no one could hear. "Bang PD-Nim found someone for you to talk to, he said they-" "A therapist?" Yoongi cut him off with a raised eyebrow. "Yeah, he-" "The answer's no Namjoon, I've gone most of my life without one, I don't need one." Yoongi walked off to the kitchen, but Namjoon stopped him by grabbing his arm. He was expecting him to yell or something, but Yoongi just stared at him with irritation.

"Please at least, just, think about it." Namjoon looked into his eyes. "No." Yoongi yanked his arm back and went back to the kitchen for something to eat.

"Yoongi-ya!" Jin called out in excitement. Yoongi turned around cluelessly. "Are you almost ready for our photocard decoration?" Jin smiled at him.

Oh yeah...

"Yeah." Yoongi looked back at the kitchen and left, he didn't have time to eat since he wasn't ready. He wasn't really hungry anyway...

Yoongi ventured off to his room with a heavy sigh, it was another one of those days; where he didn't have the mental strength to go anywhere, where the only thing he wanted to do was let the demons in his mind have their fun, and self harm. Those kind of days.

Where he walked half delirious, ignoring all signs of happiness or bright sides.

Around twenty minutes later everyone was back at BigHit Entertainment, ready to decorate pieces of paper and the video would go trending for no reason at all.

Anyone in BTS could literally draw on a wall and it would trend worldwide.

Yoongi walked alongside Jimin, staring down at his feet like he normally did. He could feel some of the staff members staring at him, and for the first time in a long time he wanted to hit them. It wasn't even a big deal to Yoongi, and he was still the same person. Everyone was looking at him like he was as fragile as glass. One wrong hit in the wrong spot would break him.

And that was false.

He wasn't hurting himself because he wasn't strong, in fact, he was doing it because he thought he had been strong for too long.

"The teams will be Namjoon and J-Hope, Jin and Jimin, and Taehyung and Jungkook-" "Yay..."

Jimin heard Yoongi celebrating under his breath that he would be alone, and pouted sadly. "Why does Yoongi hyung have to be all my himself? Why can't we do a team of three?" Jimin looked to his manager. "You wanted to be alone, right Yoongi-ya?" Bang-PD looked at Yoongi with a confused look. "I did, yeah." Yoongi nodded awkwardly.

Bang-PD nodded and showed the other members their rooms they would be decorating in, giving them their BE photocards.

"Can't I be with Yoongi?" J-Hope asked before he went into the room with Namjoon. "He wanted to be alone this time. He told me his shoulder was bothering him, and he didn't want to keep pausing if he was with someone else and take the attention, he said." Bang-PD told him. "Plus, we don't want to leave Namjoon-ah alone with a room full of stickers and shiney lace." He laughed, which made J-Hope nod. "That is true." J-Hope laughed and followed Namjoon into the random room.

"Stickers!"