His Blue Dog | Sope BOOK #1

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J-Hope went into Yoongi's room after hearing from Taehyung he wasn't opening his door.

He sighed and knocked a few times, and took out his phone to text Yoongi. "Yoongi hyung, it's J-Hope." He said, typing.

Taehyung leaned against the wall behind J-Hope, shaking his head knowing Yoongi wasn't going to open his door.

Suddenly the door opened, and Taehyung and J-Hope looked up to see an angry Yoongi. But he was bleeding- on his arm?!

"I HATE YOU, JUNG HOSEOK!" Yoongi shoved J-Hope back into Taehyung, making both of them fall to the floor. Namjoon turned the corner and froze.

"What?!" J-Hope looked up at Yoongi, moving off of Taehyung and making sure he was okay. "I HATE YOU!" Yoongi yelled at him. "What are you-"

"I f-f*cking hate you so god damn much!" Yoongi's voice went weak and quiet, just to choke out cries of pain. J-Hope helped Taehyung stand up, utterly confused on what Yoongi was talking about.

What did he do- if he even did anything?

"You and your f-f*cking enthusiasm, y-your f*cking bright side, stupid hope-hope world, your car-caring side, and your stupid f*cking imagination that everything is okay!" Yoongi went up to J-Hope and hit his chest; it wasn't that hard.

"What-" "The day I f*cking met you I hated you, y-you always stopped the f*cking thoughts a-and just f*cking r-ruined everything!" Yoongi kept cursing at him. "I ha-hate you for s-saving my life, f-for f*cking help-helping me when I w-was down, I f*cking hate y-you for ruining everything an-d making m-me better! I f*cking hate you f-for making me st-stop cutting, f-for g-getting rid of the demons that have been with me since high-high school, I f*cking hate you for taking over my f*cking life and making me hap-happy, f-for showing me- for everything god damn it! I hate you! I hate you, I hate you, I hate you! I f*cking hate you!"

J-Hope looked down to see the blue dog smeared off Yoongi's arm across his cuts, which made his entire arm red. He probably tried to wash it off, and the rag most likely reopened his cut(s).

Jin and Jungkook appeared behind Namjoon, just as shocked as he was, along with Taehyung. Jimin stood with wide eyes at the end of the hallway.

"You and your f*cking bright side, y-your stupid laugh at anything, the-the fact that y-you make my heart go fast when I'm with you, the fact t-that y-you made me love myself- you ruined absolutely ev-everything Jung Hoseok I f*cking hate you! You-you make me w-want to live to tomorrow, a-and I hate you! T-the f*cking second you walked into the f*cking crowded a*s dorm with your c-cute f*cking fuz-fuzzy jacket, t-the second I saw your stupid f*cking smile, I k-knew you would change my life, and I HATE YOU!" Yoongi cried out and screamed profanities at J-Hope, who simply just stood there with wide eyes filled with tears.

Did he really impact Yoongi that much? From the start? The second he saw him, not the minute? Why did he remember the jacket he wore when they first met? How did he remember? J-Hope definitely didn't remember.

"You made me so much f*cking better, and I'm not even f*cking grateful." Yoongi backed up and hit the wall next to his door, hiding his face in his hands and sobbing into them as he slid down it. "I hate that we're opposites, I hate that it's you, I hate that you exsist in my life, I hate everything about you I swear to god." Yoongi's shoulders shook with every cry, and everyone was frozen, not knowing what to do.

J-Hope felt awkward, what was he supposed to do? Taehyung nibbled on his bottom lip, he should do something- right? Or should they leave Yoongi alone? One wrong move and it was over, but he was having a mental breakdown in the middle of the hallway.

J-Hope sighed and went over to Yoongi, pulling his arm close to him. "You're bleeding, hyung." He told him, and Yoongi looked up at him. His eyes were big and dark with pure rage, but an entire layer of sadness and fear hid behind it.

"G-good."

J-Hope helped Yoongi up from the floor, getting blood on his shirt. He took Yoongi back into his room to replace the bandages, and make sure they would stay.

The other members stood in the hallway, a hand over Namjoon's mouth in surprise. Was he supposed to say something? Were they supposed to go away? Or go in to make sure Yoongi was okay? Do they ignore what just happened?

What were they supposed to do, they were supposed to know!

But they didn't.