20 Hours Later
"You should talk with Hoseok hyung when he gets back here, and then you two can plan it all out first before you do it." Jimin advised, sitting next to Yoongi on his bed. "But, I'm nervous." Yoongi fidgeted, only wearing his red hoodie and black shorts that were covered by the hoodie. "You asked me for advice, and that's what I'm giving you." Jimin shrugged, standing up to leave. "Jiminie~!" Yoongi whined out for him, frusterated. "Bye bye!" Jimin giggled and ran out of the room. Yoongi crossed his arms.
Me
When will you
be home?Hobi❤
Soon, I'm on
my wayMe
✌Hobi❤
ㅋㅋㅋ"Baby!"
Yoongi perked up when he heard J-Hope's voice. He sat on his legs, his hands resting between them.
"I'm so ready to cuddle..." J-Hope walked in the room, but he stopped when he saw Yoongi. He was a little shocked. "I-, I wanna talk." Yoongi spoke quietly, nervously fidgeting with the ends of his hoodie. J-Hope banished his exhaustion and sat down next to his boyfriend. "What is it?" He asked, admiring Yoongi's position. It was cute but sexy at the same time- so, normal Yoongi. "Um, I'm a little nervous to say." Yoongi blushed and looked down. "You can tell me." J-Hope swung his arm around Yoongi's shoulders. Yoongi nodded shyly.
"I w-wanna have sex."
'F*cking hell Min Yoongi what the hell, why the hell would you studder like that?!' Yoongi panicked in his head. His entire face immediately flashed red. "Like, actually?" J-Hope blushed a little as well, moving closer to his lover. "Mhm." Yoongi nodded. "Like...now?" J-Hope asked, raising an eyebrow. "No, n-not now." Yoongi was so desperate to spit out the words he fumbled over them. "But, I mean, maybe- soon?" It came out as a question. "I..." J-Hope was a little confused. The night before he had said he didn't want to for a while...
"I've been thinking about it today, and, I think I want to. But we have to talk about it first- and, because I want you to be ready like I am, if you're not ready for it than that's okay, and we don't need to talk about it." Yoongi told him, talking with his hands a little. "But, the only thing that matters right now is if you're ready." He looked over to J-Hope. "I am- we can talk about it." J-Hope nodded, licking his lips. "Okay."
"So, when do you think we would be able to-" "Depends on how soon you want to do it, because I'm fine with whenever." J-Hope interrupted him. "Thursday afternoon?" Yoongi suggested outloud. "That's fine. I can finish up some work and come back." J-Hope agreed. "Okay..." Yoongi had three days to mentally prepare. He did trust J-Hope, he felt comfortable enough around him for this. He was ready. "I can bottom if you-" "I want to." Yoongi blurted out. He blushed a darker red. "Maybe we can be versatile then." J-Hope joked, both of them chuckling a little.
"And, even though I'm ready, if I'm gonna bottom which I am, I'm gonna need a lot of physical contact and kisses, so you can just f*ck me on my back." Yoongi explained, cuddling close to J-Hope. "Me too. And that's okay." J-Hope nodded, pulling Yoongi into his lap with his back to his chest. "Okay. Next up, safewords." The elder took in a breath and let it out.
"What will be your safeword?" He turned around in his lap. "Um...I don't know." J-Hope bit on his lip, thinking. "It can be anything: color, food, a nickname, anything-" "I know what a safeword is, baby." J-Hope chuckled a little. "Mine is gonna be gray." Yoongi told him. "Because when I think of the color gray, now, I think of Blue and Gray, and I think of Vmin and then I'll get turned off so yeah." He laughed, making J-Hope laugh too. "That makes sense. Mine will be blue then." J-Hope hugged him and kissed his lips. Yoongi kissed back, then pulled away. "We need a list of no's." J-Hope brought up first. "I was just about to request that." Yoongi laughed.
"Don't degrade me, my mental health is already sh*tty enough." Yoongi spoke up first. "I don't like degration either, so I'm okay with that." J-Hope agreed with a relieved sigh. "It reminds me of the anti's. If we were versatile, how would you feel if I tied you up?" Yoongi asked, fiddling with his hoodie strings now. "I guess I'm in-between there. I think I would only let you tie my hands- I would probably freak out and use my safeword if you completely tied me up where I couldn't move." J-Hope thought for a second, then answered.
"Did this rope kink come from Daechwita?" He laughed, and Yoongi shook his head. "Maybe~" Yoongi giggled a little and cocked his head. "I've always wanted to tie someone up, but when the staff tied me up for Daechwita I thought, 'oh, this is kinky'." He laughed out. "What would you say is your biggest not-kink?" He got serious and looked at J-Hope. "Degration, probably." J-Hope answered. "Mine too." Yoongi answered honestly. "I know you're a sadist, but, for our first time, or few, I don't want you to inflict pain on me." He told him shyly. He felt like he was ignoring his lover's major kink but he also knew fully that he wouldn't be able to do it if he felt a lot of pain. "I wasn't going to anyway. That can be saved for later." J-Hope joked, which made Yoongi smile a little. "Okay." Yoongi nodded.
"Just a random question, for the future obviously, how would you feel if I, like, dressed up?" Yoongi asked curiously- not that he was going to do it any time soon. "That's hot." J-Hope smirked at just the thought of Yoongi in something sexy, like lingerie or stockings, maybe. "So you wouldn't think of it to be weird?" Yoongi clarified. "Not at all." J-Hope chuckled a little. "Okay...I think that's it." Yoongi nodded a little. "Can I make marks on you?" J-Hope asked curiously.
"I know you said you-" "Yeah." Yoongi cut him off. "Just not on my neck yet, because we have interviews scheduled for next week and I don't want anything to start, you know?" He explained. "Yeah, but it's next week~" J-Hope smirked and started to kiss softly on the elder's neck. "Fine, but not a lot." Yoongi blushed at the thought of J-Hope marking his neck, claiming him as his. "Okay." J-Hope smiled sweetly.
"It's time for sleepy time now!" He grabbed Yoongi by his waist and pulled him down, laying on top of him and kissing all over him. Yoongi giggled and squirmed frantically, getting ticklish. J-Hope lifted his shirt and kissed all over Yoongi's stomach, leaving the room filled with Yoongi's giggles and pleads to stop in laughter.
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