His Blue Dog | Sope BOOK #1

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"Holy f*cking sh*t!"

Yoongi's loud voice is what woke up J-Hope. "Huh?" He realized he was in Yoongi's studio, and on the couch. He then remembered what had happened the previous day.

"Holy hell!"

Yoongi was using his phone to look at the hickey's down his neck, unable to see some spots. J-Hope giggled a little.

"What did you do to me?!" Yoongi looked down at J-Hope with a surprise expression. "It looks like you tried to f*cking strangle me!" He pulled down his shirt and saw the many more hickey's down his torso. "Sh*t!"

J-Hope only laughed. "I don't even remember what the hell you did to me yesterday- or last night, whenever you obviously f*cked me." Yoongi looked at him. "The hell did we do?" He asked, with an obvious pout. "Well, I actually needed to talk to about that- um," J-Hope chuckled nervously.

"Well, I wasn't prepared to f*ck you, so we didn't have any lube, or condoms..." He made eye-contact, wondering what Yoongi's reaction would be. "And my inner sadist got loose...so...that's what the marks are from~" He laughed nervously. "But to be fair, you never said stop or 'don't do that', so it's not really on me." He spoke quickly after.

"But I've already told you I don't like to be marked." Yoongi huffed, a little disappointed but he kinda liked it. He had mixed feelings about it. "Did you pull out?" He asked. He really didn't remember what happened. "No..." J-Hope answered slowly, massaging Yoongi's hips nervously. "We didn't exactly say anything or discuss it-" "YOU F*CKED ME WITHOUT LUBE AND RAW AND MARKED ME LIKE A F*CKING- REALLY?!"

J-Hope couldn't help but laugh. He didn't know why it was funny.

"Baby, just-" "WHAT IF YOU GAVE ME A STD?! WE'RE ADULTS, WE'RE SUPPOSED TO BE RESPONSIBLE- GOD DAMNIT JUNG HOSEOK IF YOU GAVE ME AN STD I WILL F*CKING ACTUALLY MURDER YOU!"

"Woah, hyung's..."

Yoongi and J-Hope turned towards the door, and saw Jungkook standing there. "Whoever topped did a nice job." He giggled, admiring the dark hickey's down Yoongi's neck. "See, it's not that bad~" J-Hope giggled. "Hoseok hyung did that? Okay, okay." Jungkook giggled. Yoongi huffed. "YOU THINK I CAN MAKE HICKEY'S ON MYSELF, JUNGKOOK?!" He yelled at him. "I just came in here to wonder where you guys were, because none of you guys came back last night. Hyung's were wondering where you two were." Jungkook shrugged. "I see you've made up, so, I'll go now!" He put the pieces together and decided J-Hope had went rough on Yoongi, so he wanted to leave before they yelled at him. "Bye, hyung's!" Jungkook giggled and ran away.

"Yoongi, I think you have a subspace."

"Huh?" Yoongi cocked his head. "It's, really hard to explain, but, I-I think it makes sense." J-Hope wasn't exactly positive Yoongi would have it, but he wouldn't be surprised if he did. "Yesterday, I...I let my body do the actions, I wasn't thinking, and, I spanked you really hard." He had to look away from Yoongi, he was embarrassed and the elder was staring at him with a look he couldn't read now. "I stopped, I did, because I remember you said you didn't want me to do that, but then you begged me to do it again. I don't know if you actually liked it, or if it was something else- I'm sorry, baby, I know I made a mistake." He looked up.

Yoongi was shocked in himself. Had he really asked to be spanked? That didn't seem right to him, but he also knew J-Hope would never lie to him sex-wise. He also didn't want to beg during sex, it made him feel small- now he was confused, because he wanted to feel small but not too small, he was confusing himself.

"Yoongi?" J-Hope asked, ripping him from his thoughts. "I-I really asked for more?" Yoongi asked, blushing. "Yeah." J-Hope nodded. "Baby, if you liked it it's okay, I'm just-" "I don't remember if I liked it or not...I don't know..." Yoongi was having an identity crisis all over again. "Maybe I just did a good job." J-Hope smirked and gave soft kisses to Yoongi's face. "But, what even was that?" He asked. "I don't know. Makeup sex, or just angry sex?" J-Hope questioned. "You're the one mad at me." Yoongi shrugged. "Angry sex, I won't forgive you until you tell me what's going on with you." J-Hope shrugged too, moving Yoongi off his lap. "OW, F*CK!" Yoongi yelled at him, sitting down immediately when his whole body stung with pain.

"Oops, my bad~" J-Hope giggled and got dressed, watching Yoongi curse continously in pain. "I love y-" "God damnit if I'm ever gonna get anything done I need to stop letting you f*ck me." Yoongi sighed, taking deep breaths. "We both like it, so-" "Yeah well, the aftermath sucks for me." Yoongi pouted up at him. "Mm, I love you, Yoongi." J-Hope walked over and kissed him on the lips. "I love you too." Yoongi smiled. "Why don't you ever say my name after~" J-Hope whined, furrowing his eyebrows and sticking out his bottom lip in a pout. "Is me moaning it not good enough for you?" Yoongi asked, cocking his head. "You moan 'Hobi', not my-" "Both." Yoongi cut him off. "And occasionally Hoseokie." He added. "Still..." J-Hope put his hands on his hips.

"I'm gonna go use the bathroom, bye!" He jumped up, startling Yoongi, and running to the bathroom in the elder's studio.

Since he was gone, Yoongi looked up this 'subspace' his lover was talking about...

"That very special place the submissive or masochist enters when he/she reaches a natural chemical high and/or change in mental and/or emotional balance of the brain chemistry, and state of mind. Best achieved when total trust is in place with his/her Dominant, and one totally immerses themselves in an intense BDSM scene. Note: The sub may not be capable of making rational decisions about his/her safety and well-being at this point, thus it is the responsibility of the Dom to provide for the welfare of his/her sub, this is known as, "aftercare"."

"During the scene, the Bottom/the sub/the masochist, after being subjected to certain stimuli (rope bondage and regular, rhythmic impact play such as flogging are known to typically have this effect), “floats away” into nirvana-like state, into trance, when a huge amount of endorphins floods the system. Sensations become duller and softer, reactions cease (e.g. no motions, no vocal response), the person is neither here nor there, but the feeling is very peaceful and satisfying, extremely pleasant and relaxing at the same time. It can last for a few minutes or even for half an hour, and it is typically recommended for the top partner to cover the bottom partner with some blanket and let them be in that nirvana for a while."

Yoongi did remember feeling peaceful. Maybe that was why he couldn't remember what had happened, because he 'wasn't there'. So what if he did have it? What would that mean for Hoseok?

Yoongi did more research.