While I cleaned the porcelain dishes,
They
And my hands
Blended into the sink
And I thought
That maybe Frank was
Drained too
From two days ago.
Maybe????
Just a fucking maybe????
Gerard, how fucking oblivious are you?!?!?
You scared your Frank!
He's having a harder time than you are!
You horrified him!
You ruined this whole thing!
This whole damn thing!
How will it return to normal now,
Huh?
Nothing beats me up
More than
Myself.
My head
Is out to pick at me
And tear me apart
All in hopes to make a better person.
I know
Because my mind belongs to me.
Or does it?
My lips and chin
Quiver,
I'm not gonna break
Down.
Gerard,
Don't let
Your mind
Hurt you.
Then who is this talking?
Is it me?
Or the part of my mind
That's out for my blood?
Get these thoughts
Out of my hea d.
I'm go n na
Hu r t
Myse l f
If
I
D o n t s t o p
Dwelling.
I m g onna
L o s e my
Mind
I f
I a l read y
H a v e n't.
Or
Mayb e
My m i n d
L o s t
It s elf
In
The
P r o c e s s
T r y I ng
tO
O b l it er at e
I t s e l f.
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The
C h a Os
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head.
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Yes the end was made to be hard to read.
-Jenna
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Sanity (Frerard)
Fanfiction"And what I felt was more than thumping. I felt his love for me. and I think he loves me with his soul too." .*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*. •Warning: Triggers • Drug Use • Soft Sexual Content • .*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.
