Ruined the Mood

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Perhaps he was just
Protecting me
From myself.

"Gerard, if you ever feel like you want to kill yourself, tell me."

"But I didn't mean what I said last ni-"

"I don't care. Just tell me."

"I won't feel like it again, but I'll tell you."

"But what if you do? I know you will. You're gonna take it again, and you're gonna feel the same way after that high you get."

I didn't

Want to talk with him anymore.

I just

Gave up

So I sat there,

Silent

And I stabbed my fork
Into my
Fettuccine.

I didn't eat much

Because I wasn't really hungry

Anymore.

But Frank was digging in.

I pushed the plate away from me.

Frank would ask
"What's wrong?"

Like he always asks me.

It can get really annoying

Sometimes,

But he cares about me.

And that makes my heart warm.
"I'm not hungry."

So I marched to our white bedroom
And fell on the bed.

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