Perhaps he was just
Protecting me
From myself.
"Gerard, if you ever feel like you want to kill yourself, tell me."
"But I didn't mean what I said last ni-"
"I don't care. Just tell me."
"I won't feel like it again, but I'll tell you."
"But what if you do? I know you will. You're gonna take it again, and you're gonna feel the same way after that high you get."
I didn't
Want to talk with him anymore.
I just
Gave up
So I sat there,
Silent
And I stabbed my fork
Into my
Fettuccine.
I didn't eat much
Because I wasn't really hungry
Anymore.
But Frank was digging in.
I pushed the plate away from me.
Frank would ask
"What's wrong?"
Like he always asks me.
It can get really annoying
Sometimes,
But he cares about me.
And that makes my heart warm.
"I'm not hungry."
So I marched to our white bedroom
And fell on the bed.
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Sanity (Frerard)
Fanfic"And what I felt was more than thumping. I felt his love for me. and I think he loves me with his soul too." .*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*. •Warning: Triggers • Drug Use • Soft Sexual Content • .*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.
