Bert tries to get me to eat.
"Gerard, please.
Please eat.
Eat for me."
"I'm not."
"There aren't any ants in your food."
"You don't know that."
so he gets up
and grabs my silverware
and starts
ripping apart
my food.
"Do you see any ants in there?"
"They're there, you just aren't looking deep enough."
Then Bert
took a peice of my food.
Put it in his mouth,
and swallowed it.
"There's no ants Gerard."
Imagining Bert's stomach
digesting the ant bodies hidden in the food
disgusted me.
And I got up
threw up
again.
It was
so
revolting.
I should just live in the bathroom.
I'm consantly
laying in there anyways.
I'm paranoid
and horrified
of the ants.
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Sanity (Frerard)
Fanfiction"And what I felt was more than thumping. I felt his love for me. and I think he loves me with his soul too." .*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*. •Warning: Triggers • Drug Use • Soft Sexual Content • .*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.
