Bert had me
give up all my drugs after that.
It was just like
how Frank took my sugar.
"Bert, please. don't..."
and I followed him around his house,
and I watched him as he tore out his drugs
one by one
from the most uncanny of spots.
He grabbed an old shopping bag,
and dumped them all into it.
I reached a hand towards him,
but it just shook.
It was useless.
"What are you doing with those?" I asked.
Bert looked at me.
Oh God,
He's crying.
"Gerard, I'm helping the both of us. I don't want to see you doing that anymore. It's not like you to give up like that. Especially after how much you've saved me all these times. I know you'll probably deny it, but you're so fucking brave. Braver than you realize. I almost forgot about these because of you, and I would have gone back to taking all these needles if you hadn't watched me.
I don't want to see you like that. Gerard you know what they do to you, you know what they did to me. I love you so fucking much, with all my heart, and I just want to see you being okay."
He headed for his door, "That's why I'm doing this. Make sure to grab a coat."
"Where are we going?" I asked, rushing to grab Frank's jacket.
But he was already out the door.
YOU ARE READING
Sanity (Frerard)
Fanfiction"And what I felt was more than thumping. I felt his love for me. and I think he loves me with his soul too." .*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*. •Warning: Triggers • Drug Use • Soft Sexual Content • .*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.
