I hung out with Bert
Until the nausea went away.
I walked home
After that.
Miraculously,
I remembered to take all my pills
And flip the bottle upside down.
Haha, Frankie,
I beat you.
I told him that when he called, too.
"Really?" He was astonished, "I'm glad to hear that!"
"Good." I would smile,
"How was your concert?"
"It was fantastic!"
Wow
Frank was enthusiastic.
He hasn't been this happy in a long time.
"I played my solo perfectly! It was insane! I got to meet so many fans too! It was perfect!"
"Im glad to hear that."
I giggle.
"But..." he grew quiet.
"But..."
Why was he being quiet?
"Frank?
Frankie???
What's wrong???"
"...It doesn't feel right to not have you here. I really miss you."
"Fuck, it's only your first show though."
"I know, but a part of me feels missing without you here.
Are you okay?"
"I have a really bad headacache but I'm okay."
Stupid alcohol.
"Just take a Motrin, or Tylenol, or Advil, or whatever medicine we have to make that ache go away. I don't want you hurting, please."
He's so damn overprotective.
"Frankie, I'm fine, don't worry. It's just a headache. I was actually planning on going to bed after this-"
"Just go to bed. Maybe Sleeping it off will make it subside.
Goodnight, Gerard. I love you."
"Love you too."
After that,
I put my phone away,
Went to bed.
I wondered where Bert was, however.
Is he at home?
Is he still drinking?
Why did he want to be around me?
I slowly shut my eyes.
I remember being told that if you think of someone before you sleep,
You may see them in your dreams.
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Fanfiction"And what I felt was more than thumping. I felt his love for me. and I think he loves me with his soul too." .*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*. •Warning: Triggers • Drug Use • Soft Sexual Content • .*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.
