Like a bunny,
I nibbled on my strawberry.
And
Everyone
Took turns
Drizzling syrup
On my
Fancy waffles.
"You know,"
I brought up,
"Do you guys
Realize
How much evil
Really exists in this world?"
I was obviously
Thinking about the news.
"Well, yeah."
Mikey answered,
"There's a lot of evil people over in the Middle East
Right now."
"I'm not talking about that! Mikey do you realize that evil is everywhere?!? I'm not just talking about what the media covers!"
I wasn't angry
At Mikey
I was just
Trying to state my point.
My Frank interrupted
"Evil is everywhere, it's inside all of us, and its up to us to control it."
My Frank did have a point.
"...But Frankie, people ignore a lot of the evil. There could be people starving in some countries because their leader doesn't want to feed them, people murder people every day, there's literal civil wars and revolutions happening; and since it doesn't concern the rest of the world, nobody cares."
Mikey was surprised that I had said such a thing.
Frank sat, contemplating what
He should say next.
Fuck this!
Seriously,
Fuck it!
I had something actually
Important on my mind
And
I wasn't gonna keep it
To myself.
"...This entire world is corrupted, every inch of it. Can't you see that??? There could be an evil man from down the street, that chashier lady at the grocery store could be evil,
What if I'm evil?!?!"
Frank shot a stare at me.
"Gerard, what are you talking about?!?"
"Mikey, look at me! I'm vile! I'm terrible! I'm corrupted! My mind is evil, not me! See what it's turned me into???"
"No, Gerard, I don't see..."
Frank got up
And stood next to me
He probably thought
I was gonna hurt myself.
But I wasn't.
I took a deep breath,
Relaxed into my chair,
Held my hands.
"I'll take your word for it, Mikes. forget what I even said."
I chewed on my
Last
Strawberry.
"...I'm just frustrated that people don't try to help these people that are often ignored. And where Frank talked about all of us being evil, I guess I was just reflecting on that. I didn't mean for the outburst."
I felt like I was lying
But I wasn't.
I was reflecting upon
What Frank said.
But I guess
Obviously
A part of me
Was evil.
But which
Part?
"Gerard?"
It was Mikey.
"What?"
"I need to leave soon.
But,
I want to see your art."
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Sanity (Frerard)
Fanfic"And what I felt was more than thumping. I felt his love for me. and I think he loves me with his soul too." .*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*. •Warning: Triggers • Drug Use • Soft Sexual Content • .*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.
