Pete woke me up,
Bert was gone.
"You got so drunk you passed out, Bert had to leave early. I wanted to stay with you until you woke up."
I thanked him for that.
I had a horrible hangover, but Pete got me back on my feet.
"I saw him kiss your forehead while you were asleep." he said.
I rubbed my forehead until it got raw, though,
Trying to erase any contamination Bert's kiss did to me.
"That's disgusting." I panicked.
Now I'm mad at myself.
The hangover doesn't even matter anymore.
How could I let him do that??
I started to breakdown.
I was pulling at my hair.
"Gerard!" Pete snapped.
I kept pulling until I actually pulled a clump out.
I stared at the hair in my hand in utter terror.
I had to cover my mouth.
Pete looked at me with the same expression that I gave my hand.
He got up and pulled at me.
I was frozen, though.
How could I ruin myself
Like this?
Pete was shaking me,
"Tell me what's wrong. Oh my God."
I just started at my hand.
"Gerard, listen to me."
My vision became blurry
And my hand started to shake.
My lips trembled.
"I betrayed Frank..."
Vomit exploded from my mouth,
Pete dodged it somehow.
I was throwing up until all I could
Regurgitate was bile.
My esophagus burned.
My mouth tasted vile.
This was fucking terrible.
"Gerard, hang in there, okay? I'm going to call 9-1-1."
He pulled out his phone,
Yelling help,
Then the ambulance showed up.
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Sanity (Frerard)
Fanfiction"And what I felt was more than thumping. I felt his love for me. and I think he loves me with his soul too." .*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*. •Warning: Triggers • Drug Use • Soft Sexual Content • .*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.
