Bert started feeling better
within a week or two after that.
he could even
keep his food down.
I was still
feeling groggy.
and I felt so weak
when I was sad.
I was hungry,
so I pulled out a blender,
and blended some bananas and strawberries.
the concoction looked delicious,
and as I drank it
I looked at it
but to my dismay,
I saw a pool of ants
swimming around in the mixture.
the scare caused me
to drop the blend,
making Bert run in.
"Gerard!" he yelled, "what happened?!?"
I shook,
almost unable to speak at all.
"There's ants in my food.
I swallowed that ants."
Bert examined the spilt beverage on the floor.
"What are you talking about??? The food was completely clean-"
but the feeling kept building
and building
until i ran to the nearest toilet
and threw up the contents
inside my stomach.
I almost choked.
Dear god,
The ants were in my vomit.
some were alive,
some were dead.
I covered my mouth,
and sat back.
they're all over me now
and i keep scratching
and itching
to make them go away.
but they don't!
I don't think they will!
My skin stings so much.
Bert came in.
"They're in my puke," I quivered, and repeated and repeated and repeated.
"did you flush the toilet?" He asked.
I shook my head.
then Bert became hesitant
and slowly peeked over the toilet.
then flushed it.
"Gerard, there's nothing in there."
"Yes there is! Can't you see them crawling all over me?!?!? Why won't you help me????"
Bert was absolutely puzzled,
"Gerard, there's nothing on you."
"But I feel them. They aren't going away. I'm itching everywhere because of them."
Bert looked at me in the eye,
"look, it has to be a withdrawal symptom.
Gerard, I got through it.
you are too."
I wanted the sugar back.
it wouldn't make me okay though.
I know what will make me okay.
I know
I know
Ive known for a long time
I want Frank.
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That gif because everything is getting too serious omg
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Sanity (Frerard)
Fanfic"And what I felt was more than thumping. I felt his love for me. and I think he loves me with his soul too." .*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*. •Warning: Triggers • Drug Use • Soft Sexual Content • .*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.
