It's a hassle for Bert to get me to fall asleep.
But I woke up one morning
holding him.
the itchy feeling was back again
and I reached to scratch my calf.
I felt like I had crushed something.
Then I hear a c r a c k.
I gasped
and looked at my leg
there,
I smushed an ant.
I stopped breathing
and my heart was beating
I think it could have
burst out of my chest if I wasn't careful.
I was hyperventilating now.
Bert heard
my torment
and looked at my leg.
"They're all over my body."
I cried, rubbing my hands all over my body.
"the itch won't go away. Bert, I think I can hear them crawling inside my ears."
Bert brushed the dead carcass off my leg, and moved my hands from clawing out my ears.
"Gerard. Calm down. it was only one ant. There aren't any on your body."
I'm not listening
I know I'm right
I know I can feel it.
"I want to be clean." I beg,
"Please..."
He sat me up.
"come on."
--
Bert started the water
and it spewed out the shower head.
"Is it too hot?" He asked.
I shook my head.
"Are there any ants around my body?"
Bert studied
every atom
of me.
"No," He smiled, "not at all."
I looked down at my feet.
There were no ants in the water.
I turned back at Bert
Who had his shirt off.
and was now taking off the rest of his clothes.
"Is there room for two?"
I laughed
and nodded.
He stepped in
and stroked my hair.
"Your hair was always my favorite thing about you," He cooed.
We kissed
for the first time
in what felt like decades.
Bert ran his hand around my thighs, chest, and back.
Every kiss he gave
felt electric,
and I only wanted more.
He pulled at my leg,
and lifted me up against the wall.
I felt him inside me,
and he had started to kiss my neck.
We were both moaning
a little bit.
The steamy water that pelted our bodies
only made that feel
more pleasurable.
And I just noticed
how beautiful Bert's face really was
up close.
all the way to his blue eyes,
to the way his lips curled when
he smiled.
Today,
I felt clean.
YOU ARE READING
Sanity (Frerard)
Fanfiction"And what I felt was more than thumping. I felt his love for me. and I think he loves me with his soul too." .*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*. •Warning: Triggers • Drug Use • Soft Sexual Content • .*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.
