"How could it not be?" I told him, "Frank, you are a masterpiece in real life. It's tattooed onto your skin, so literally, I drew a masterpiece of a masterpiece."
Frank stood, silent.
"Your beauty is immaculate." I say,
and I run up to him,
forgetting the scissors,
and hugging him.
"Frank, I'm sorry. I'm sorry for everything,
I can change.
I can change."
I rubbed my face
against him.
But I stopped when he said:
"You won't."
I let go, and looked up.
"Gerard, I don't want you around me anymore. Your just...too hard to handle."
I almost stopped breathing.
"Frank, no. nonononononono. I thought our love was forever. Can't you remember why were here to this day?!? Frank, PLEASE. I WILL CHANGE."
And I'm screaming,
"I WILL CHANGE."
And He gave me a look of disapproval.
I'm crying,
begging,
pleading,
to stay,
but every word I shriek feels like
acid
being poured down my throat.
It literally burns
to do anything
anymore.
"I thought you loved me." I try
with all my might
to cough out,
Though all that pain.
Frank was quiet,
he didn't even look at me.
But he said it:
"I don't anymore.
Just get your fucking pills and leave.
I don't want to see your face anymore."
"Frankie," I beg, "Frankie,"
And I try to get closer,
but he pushes me back.
My body trembles
and I begin sobbing.
But never in my life had I heard such powerful emotion than when I heard Frank scream:
"I HATE YOU GERARD WAY."
And there,
we both stared at each other,
with my face riddled in horror,
and his body shaky and panting.
I'm scared.
I'm really scared.
I'm take my pills
as I leave.
But I steal Frank's leather jacket
just in case.
just in case if
he calls me back home.
YOU ARE READING
Sanity (Frerard)
Fanfiction"And what I felt was more than thumping. I felt his love for me. and I think he loves me with his soul too." .*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*. •Warning: Triggers • Drug Use • Soft Sexual Content • .*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.
