I rush to clean the
Dishes,
Then I rush to put them in the
Cabinets.
Frank isn't in the room
Anymore.
He's probably cleaning the windows on the second
Floor.
Why
Now?
Why did my mind do this to
Me
Just before Mikey came to see
Me?
I'm sitting on this
Couch,
Staring into nothing
Again.
Frankie told me to tell
Him
If I ever feel like this
Again.
By this
Time,
I shut my
Eyes,
And put my hands on my
Ears.
Frank
Frank
Frank
I heave in, and shriek out his
Name,
"FRANK!"
The shriek was like a
Bullet
And I was the
Gun.
It caused Frank to drop his
Stuff,
I know because I heard
It.
He rushed down the
Stairs
Like I rushed to clean the
Dishes
He saw me sitting in that
Couch,
Lifeless.
I was in a photograph
Again.
Frank shook my
Shoulders,
"Gerard look at me."
"Gerard."
"Tell me what's happening."
I can't trust
Myself.
"Get it out of my head, Frank!"
I looked at
Him.
My eyes burned and I
Gagged.
Frank ran to get me a garbage
Can.
I bent over it and
Threw up
As Frank rubbed my
Back.
He kissed my
Temple
As I covered my
Mouth.
"Gerard, do you want some water?"
I
Nodded,
Took a sip from the cup he gave
Me.
You're ruining everything
My mind told me.
Frank is better off without you.
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Sanity (Frerard)
Fanfiction"And what I felt was more than thumping. I felt his love for me. and I think he loves me with his soul too." .*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*. •Warning: Triggers • Drug Use • Soft Sexual Content • .*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.
