It felt extraterrestrial
To wake up without Frank
Next to me.
I almost forgot that he was even gone
And for a second
I even feared that he finally
Disappeared into the white
Of the bedsheets.
After I calmed down
From the alarm,
I looked at myself in the mirror.
I felt like a vampire
Every time I looked in it.
My skin was so pale
It blended into the white walls behind me.
The only thing that contrasted,
Was my black hair
And black eyeliner
And (usually) black clothing.
It was like
My body was invisible and
They were floating.
But I remembered to take my pills
For this morning.
And at least I remembered
To flip the pill bottle
Right side up.
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Sanity (Frerard)
Fanfiction"And what I felt was more than thumping. I felt his love for me. and I think he loves me with his soul too." .*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*. •Warning: Triggers • Drug Use • Soft Sexual Content • .*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.