𝐕𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐚𝐢𝐧 | 𝐇𝐲𝐮𝐧𝐬𝐮𝐧𝐠 ✔

78 | Part Two

'Felix! Please answer our calls. You are scaring us!'

'You are under no circumstance to go and search for Han Jisung, do you understand me? This case has now been handed over to the V.I.C.U commander so we shouldn't interfere or assist them unless we are asked to.'

'There is no service out here. It would be dangerous to go in there without backup, Felix. I want to save Jisung too, but it's not worth it if we both end up being killed and Jisung loses even more hope.'

'This happened to him because of me, Felix. I'm the one that will take full responsibility. I will get him back. So please, don't do anything rash.'

'We love you, Felix. I'm sorry I ate all of your brownies that one day. They were just too good. I miss you and your baking. You were always such a good brother to me and Olivia. Please... Come home soon.'

'Hello, Lee Felix. I'm Doctor Kim Seokjin but please call me Doctor Jin or just Jin if you would like. I will be looking after you until our boss decides that it's okay for you to leave. We have to have you under our supervision unfortunately. I will try to make your stay as comfortable as possible.'

Felix was diagnosed with PTSD a month or so after he was found.

Little things would trigger him and he found himself sensitive to a lot of topics that was even remotely related to his past experiences with the villains. Blood was something he could no longer look at without having a terrifying flashback of Jeongin's bloodied body and his own bloodied hands. The image made him look like that he was responsible for Jeongin's death. Nobody had told him what had happened to Jeongin after that, so he figured that the young hero died that day.

Felix didn't like the feeling of cold air nipping his exposed skin and creating a set of goosebumps. It reminded him of his time in that bone-chilling room where Changbin would take his anger out on him. He was constantly wearing sweaters and blankets to keep himself warm since it made him feel safe. However, he didn't like people hugging him. Not anymore. He could no longer stand someone being so close to him and giving him comfort that wouldn't help him at all. He was not okay and he was tired of people saying that it will get better. Jeongin's condition will forever keep him from being okay because he knew that it was his fault. No one will convince him otherwise.

Nightmares of him trying to kill himself haunted him in his most vulnerable state along with Jeongin's soul blaming him for all of the unbearable torture he had endured. His nightmare probably lasted a couple of minutes, but they affected him for hours. Sleep was becoming a huge problem for him and his eye bags only became worse. Despite being saved, Felix felt like he was doing even worse than before. He hated how much he prayed to be saved but now he wished he would've just died that day. He couldn't bear the responsibility of Jeongin's condition.

Doctor Jin has become his guide and therapist along with his assistant, Soobin. He didn't know if Soobin was also a therapist or a nurse but he did know that Soobin was the second most important person in the hospital. It was rare to see them together since they were both busy. Jin owned the entire medical institutions within the Hero's Organization which made it hard for him to visit, but Soobin was always there for him.

"I've tried my best, Felix, but I can't help you if you don't tell me what it was that you saw and experienced. I understand that you are having trouble sleeping due to nightmares but I don't know exactly what it is showing you. I don't want to pressure you into telling me anything but I'm sure that it will help," Soobin sadly informed one day when he went to visit Felix inside the apartment he was given to stay in.