Warnings:
⚠️Very disturbing content ahead⚠️
• Panick attacks
• GoreAgain, this is the point of the book where all these warnings start to come into play.
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For months, Felix has felt like his heart was about to pop. For months, he constantly feared that he was going to die. Because of all the fear and stress, he has had multiple panick attacks that he just couldn't seem to stop. The pain he felt within his chest gradually got worse everytime he tried to calm himself down, but it was impossible. He dealt with this for months with no help and his anxiety only got worse.
He wanted to die.
He was sick of everything. He hated living in isolation as he was forced to live with his constant anxiety, fear, shame, anger, and sadness. He started hearing voices and his health got worse as each day passed. Because of the lack of medical treatment, emotional support, and nutrition, his overall health was beginning to lower to the state of dying. He felt like he was going to go crazy.
"Freckles, I am a patient man, but please try not to stay down there too long. My feet are hurting," the villain whined, not caring that Felix was on his knees and hyperventilating.
Felix tried to stay brave when he followed Hyunjin to see Jeongin. He didn't try to escape or run. He couldn't. He had fallen down to the ground and crashed into multiple walls on his way here because of how dizzy he was from the lack of food. He was so weak, but Hyunjin didn't care. He was truly a villain since he seemed to enjoy every moment of Felix's suffering.
The blonde tried to control his breathing as he leaned forward to press his head against the hard floor while sitting on his knees. One of his hands supported his body as he placed it on the floor while the other rested above his chest. Tears fell to the ground as his mouth hung open, inhaling and exhaling at a very concerning rate. He was hyperventilating horribly, but there was no one there to help him. Well, there was, but it wasn't like he would help him.
Hyunjin clicked his tongue in annoyance as he glanced towards the boy that was currently having a mental breakdown. This wasn't something uncommon for him to see when he announced that he would be killing his victims right to their faces. He has killed, kidnapped, and harmed many. Felix wasn't special. He will end the same way as all the others, but he decided to make his death interesting by allowing him to visit Jeongin. The villain wondered how the boy would react upon seeing Jeongin's condition.
The villain sighed before walking over to the wall of the empty, dark corridor and leaning his back up against it, waiting for Felix to calm down so they could continue their journey. Hyunjin knew that he couldn't do anything to calm him down. If he walked any closer, he knew that Felix would flinch and it would make his anxiety spike even more. There was no point in helping him. If he died before seeing Jeongin, that was fine with him.
After a few moments, Hyunjin was certain Felix was going to die right then and there. His hyperventilating didn't falter at all and it came to a point where the sobbing boy had to press both his hands against his chest out of agony while only his head supported his upper body. He was terrified. So terrified that this could affect him for the rest of his life if he were to ever live after. Hyunjin almost felt bad for him, but he didn't since he knew that he would be putting him out of his misery very soon.
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