Namjoon Likes Black Girls • Namjoon Centric •

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A couple days later, it was Monday. Namjoon and the guys had been so incredibly busy over the weekend so I've basically been here alone since Friday night.

I don't mind it, I have food, a PlayStation, and an unlimited amount of Namjoon's hoodies. So that's basically all that I need. I haven't been too lonely since they've been checking in on me through text and the occasional, but brief, phone call.

But the last thing I want is for them to get distracted from their jobs by thinking of me, so it's me that keeps the phone calls brief. I try not to go over a minute and a half, although, having a time limit can add pressure to the conversation so there have been exceptions at times.

After eating my breakfast, I was just sitting on the couch scrolling through my phone. Then out of the corner of my eye, I saw the pool in the backyard. It's a really warm day and the sun has been beaming into the windows so the AC unit was really struggling to compete.

Why not go out and lounge by the pool? Of course I won't be swimming, but cool water is perfect for days like this.

But... I don't have a swimsuit. I didn't even bring one here because I never planned to visit a pool during this trip. What do I wear then? I guess I can just wear underwear and a shirt over it. Like I'm thick, I'm not self conscious or anything, I'm just uncomfortable showing myself off in my underwear.

So I went upstairs to change into underwear, nothing flashy or exposing, and went to look for a tshirt. But I didn't want to ruin any of Namjoon's clothes. I kept looking until I found a black shirt, taking it out to inspect it. The sudden change of smell hit my nose and I realized that this was the shirt that Jungkook wanted to give me.

I decided to put it on. But I promised him that I would take care of it so I tied it in a knot at my waist so it wouldn't get wet since I definitely wasn't going to get all the way in. But it felt really weird to walk around Namjoon's house in my underwear in a tshirt. I took a second to think about that.

I shook the thought off as I fluffed my fro a little and started downstairs. I happened to walk past a mirror on the way down and got a good look at myself. Not my ass looking fat as hell today. I'm bout to sing Nelly with this fatty.

Not only that but my waist is cinched and my boobs are amplified. I look like a bad bitch. My fro being so big with this shape. Hold up lemme get my phone, I need pictures. I'm a bad bitch. Period.

Eventually I walked away from the mirror to finally step outside. The path was too hot to walk on but the soothing pool water was worth it. He even had one of those ledges with the lounge chairs built into the pool. I was quick to pop a squat and sink to deep relaxation in a matter of seconds.

The water was cold and the sun was hot, but they seemed to compliment each other, not letting me get too hot or cold. I leaned my head back and just basked in the sun rays and enjoyed nature. I got about 30 minutes In before I heard some noises from inside the house.

"Zainaaaa!" A muffled voice called from inside. I recognized it but couldn't identify who it was so I just got up to go inside. I reached for my towel, standing in the five inch deep water to dry off my legs and back. "Zai-" The voice was a lot closer until it suddenly stopped and I saw Jimin standing at the glass sliding door, just as I was bent over to dry my right lower leg. His eyes were wide and his face blushed a little. He mumbled and looked to the side, and I watched Jungkook waddle over. He turned to me and I'm certain that he didn't blink not once. Well, until Jimin pulled him away.

.Jungkook.

Whoa... her social media posts gave no Justice to her actual body. God... the way her brown skin glistened under the sun, it's like she was coated in glitter. I'm trying not think about her shape because she's more than that, but... good god that's a fat ass.