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.Zaina.

This is it.

I boarded my flight, took my seat, and waited for departure. I could only look out the window and back at the beautiful sunrise behind the tall sky scrapers of the city.

The pilot announced over the speakers that it was time for take off and to fasten our seatbelts until further notice. I did as told before putting my headphones in to play music since this was a 14 hour flight.

Goodbye Korea.

Goodbye Seoul.

Goodbye... BTS.

>>>One Month Later<<<

I haven't taken a picture or opened my gallery in a month because I'm honestly terrified of seeing those pictures again. It feels like I'm going through a really bad break up and I'm just tryna distance myself from anything that reminds me of them.

It don't help that my suitcase is still in the corner of my room, still packed, because I just don't wanna go near it. It still smells like him... The clothes in there hold special memories to me. I can't... I can't just wash them and put them away.

"ZAINA!" My little sister bursted into my room. "Zaina! BTS dropped a new music video! You wanna watch it with me?!" She excitedly danced in place.

But my heart dropped straight into my ass. The last time I saw Namjoon, he said that if I didn't believe his confession, to watch the music video. And honestly... There's been times when I thought back to his confession and felt like he lied about that as well. But if I wanted my answer, I should watch the video.

"YES OR NO?" Makaylah shouted at me, which brought me out of my thoughts.

"Yeah. I'll watch it." I nodded a little and got up from my bed, leaving my phone behind.

"W-wait... forreal? You never said yes before." She laughed but happily lead me to the living room, where she usually played the first screening of their music videos on the big tv. She set up her phone to connect to the tv while I sat on the couch. At this time, my mom came out of her room and was on her way to the kitchen when she saw us.

"Whatcha'll watching?" She walked over.

"She finna watch BTS' new video with me!" Kaylah sung as she pulled up the video on the tv. My mom lingered near the couch.

"Since when you do that?" My mom joked.

"I just wanna see somethin." I admitted and crossed my arms. My mom sat next to me.

"Okay, y'all ready? Don't blink or you'll miss somethin." My sister giddily instructed before pressing play. She brought her feet up on the couch in excitement. I didn't know she liked them this much, she's usually stonefaced and filled with teenage angst about everything.

My eyes were glued on the video after the intro passed and the video started. I was looking for any resemblance of-

"Jungkook." I accidentally blurted out, the second I saw a close up of his face.

"You learned their names?" My sister actually looked away from the video to ask me that, before realizing that she was missing it and panicking to pause and rewind. "Can you tell them apart?"

"U-uh y-yeah..." I cleared my throat. "I know their names."

"You lying." She chuckled and turned back to the video, pressing play again. The video continued, pass the initial dancing until- "SUGA! OH MY GOD YES!" My sister cheered, the second he popped up on the screen.