Namjoon Likes Black Girls • Namjoon Centric •

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.Zaina.

Why did he give me Namjoon's jacket? Why did he look like that when he did. God, my brain. Like even just hearing Namjoon's voice... hearing the cute little squeak he does when he laughs.

And now that they've both left for breakfast with all of the guys... I was alone in this room with just Namjoon's jacket. I tried my best to mentally prepare myself for this, but I still felt like I was about to breakdown into tears.

I hadn't even touched it but that familiar smell flooded the room regardless. As well as the memories. Damnit, Namjoon. This is what happens when my mentally fucked ass trusts somebody. It's just bad for everybody.

But it's far too late to turn back now. I'm here now, literally in Jin's hotel room. I just let out a breath and my eyes fell onto the jacket. My hands shakily reached down to pick it up. Its... warm?

.Jin.

"But I've been called daddy before, I've been called master, all that. But being called papi makes my dick twitch." Hoseok, Jimin and I were on our way to catch up with the other members at the hotel restaurant that we're getting breakfast at.

"TMI hyung, wayyy too much." Hoseok chuckled.

"You asked, I answered."

"I wanna ask Namjoon this. Army noticed that he's getting super buff and they've been going crazy over him." Jimin ran a hand through his hair as he bit his lip.

"Who hasn't been going crazy over him." Hoseok agreed. "He's got it all. The fingers, the height, the voice, the tiddies. Let me stop before I get outta pocket."

"Y'all weird." I laughed at them.

"Don't say that like you didn't watch him shower that one time." Jimin nudged my arm.

"I didn't watch him... the WiFi was out and I had a fresh bowl of cereal, and you know that I can't eat without entertainment." I defended.

"So instead of turning on the tv or something, you walk into the bathroom and sit on the toilet seat and watch him through the glass as you eat your cereal?" Jimin bursted out laughing.

"Yes, exactly. Not because I wanted to see him naked. I had my specific reasons." I put my hands out innocently.

"I've seen him naked a few times." Hoseok's eyebrows twitched. "All I gotta say is that Zaina is a lucky woman. If she ever comes back and they get intimate, she's in for a treat."

"Who's to say that he isn't the lucky one. Jungkook and I saw her in her underwear once and dude... her shape. That ass-"

"Dude, cut it. She's Namjoon's." I looked over at him, my tone more serious than I intended. Both of them looked at me. But I just cleared my voice and kept walking, seeing as the restaurant was straight ahead.

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I couldn't help but watch Namjoon the entire breakfast. Watch him smile and talk and eat, knowing that this time tonight, he's going to see the only person that's made him happier than Army.

I can tell clear as day that he isn't over her, and that he's just trying to enjoy our concerts with our fans since we're back on tour, and not think about what he's missing. But the glow in his eyes have dulled a little since she's left, he's smiled less often and for shorter intervals. But after tonight's concert, he'll be back to our normal Namjoonie. If not better.

And even though Zaina looked very conflicted and confused this morning, Namjoon's told us how she used to get really anxious all the time. But usually she's fine, she just worries a lot.

So I'll do my best to assure her that Namjoon will still be happy to see her, even after how long she's been gone. In fact, I should text her to check on her now.

Zaina

ZN: Jin

U ok?

ZN: Yeah.. kinda

Why kinda?

ZN: just nervous

ZN: it's been a long time

Since Namjoon?

ZN: yeah

You eat?

ZN: not yet. I haven't had much of an appetite this morning.

No good

What you like?

ZN: Jin you don't gotta do that. I'll find something

Answer

ZN: idk...

Pizza?

Burger?

Hotdog?

ZN: pizza sounds good

I'll buy. Don't move

ZN: lol where am I gonna go

I went to my manager's texts to order a pizza for her and drop it off at my hotel room. I requested the basics, just a pepperoni pizza, and then put my phone down.

"Oh, hyung? Where did you put my jacket? I really wanted to wear it tonight at the soundcheck and rehearsal." Namjoon looked over at me, putting his fork down and reaching for napkins.

"Your jacket?" I looked away. "It's somewhere in my room."

"Can I borrow your key? I wanna go get it to-"

"No." Five pairs of eyes turned to me, Yoongi scrolling through his phone as he continued to eat. Namjoon's brows furrowed and he tilted his head. "I-I still have someone in there." At this, Yoongi looked over.

"You left a woman in your room? With all your stuff?" Namjoon asked. "Are you dating her or something?"

"N-no, she's just a close friend. But I don't want you to see her. I'll go back and get it and I bring it to you after breakfast." I got up from my chair to turn and leave.