Scarlett POV
What am I doing? I mean...seriously? I'm married and I ask my friend to kiss me. For what reason? She's so confusing to me and she has been from the very start. When I found her shop a few months ago, I fell in love with the atmosphere and the coffee. Then I started getting cool napkins with poems and doodles on them that I didn't have the heart to throw away.
Now months later, I'm the cute barista's friend, that my daughter loves, asking her to kiss me. How the fuck did that happen? I don't even know why I asked her to. I mean, I was afraid that I was going to lose her because of how badly I've been treating her but that just came out of nowhere. And the worst part is...I liked it.
I can't like it and I shouldn't. I'm married to a very nice man that makes me laugh and takes care of me and Rose. I can't leave him. It wouldn't be good for Rose. She already had to go through the mess with her dad and I. I don't want to put her through anymore trauma. I've already been divorced twice...I thought the third time was the charm.
It is! I mean it is. Because I'm not leaving him. I can't. God I'm a mess. To make it worse I haven't heard from her. Which is understandable since she told me to figure my shit out...which I haven't done because I don't even know what my shit is. I need help. I take out my phone and dial Lizzie...she'll know what to do.
Lizzie: Hi Scarrrr
Scar: Hi uh...I need help.
Lizzie: Does this have to do with your lover girl?
Scar: Uh what?
Lizzie: Y/N...does it have anything to do with Y/N
Scar: Wait how did you know...
Lizzie: I just left lunch with her.
Scar: Oh.
Lizzie: Yeah so is she a good kisser?
Scar: Lizzie! She told you?
Lizzie: Of course she did, we're besties.
Scar: But you're my friend.
Lizzie: I can have more than one friend. Anyway, how you feeling?
Scar: Like shit.
Lizzie: Understandable. How can I help?
Scar: Um...what did she say?
Lizzie: About what?
Scar: You know what.
Lizzie: I suddenly forgot what we are talking about.
Scar: I hate you.
Lizzie: Scar...why did you ask her to kiss you?
Scar: I don't know! I was scared.
Lizzie: Of what?
Scar: Losing her.
Lizzie: You didn't want to lose her as a friend...so you kissed her?
Scar:...uh yeah?
Lizzie: You're an idiot.
Scar: This isn't helping.
Lizzie: I can't help if you can't be honest with yourself. Now...did you enjoy it?
Scar: Um...it was nice.
Lizzie: Jeez that bad?
Scar: What no! It was great I just...shouldn't feel that way.
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Coffee Shop Napkins ~ Scarlett Johansson
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