ᴛᴇᴀʀ ᴍᴇ ᴀᴘᴀʀᴛ

dumb

i did not proof read this i'm lazy

october 13, 2019

i'm sitting in billies room, pepper in my lap. she's in the kitchen but she said she'd be back or whatever.

billie had called me over here, to apologize i guess, or something i don't know. i hoped she'd apologize this time, every other time i'm the one apologizing.

i don't mind it because most of the time it is my fault, but it wouldn't hurt to get some type of sympathy.

billie walks in, two glasses of water in hand.

"hey," she says as she sits down, causing pepper to jump off the bed.

i sit crisscrossed on her soft blankets, as i take the glass of water "hi."
we stare at each other for a second, i was more so admiring her, i don't know what billie was doing.

her hair was in two buns, with random strands out. it looked like she'd just washed her face, i don't know, it looks extra clear today.

billie sighs, "you know i hate fighting with you," i nod as she continues "but you just make me so mad sometimes."

oh.

i do?

"i don't know, you were just being annoying and i got upset," billies voice says softly.

annoying?

i'm annoying?

"you made me upset bil, i don't like when you yell at me. you're so mean sometimes, and you can't control your anger. so maybe if-" she kisses my cheek before running her thumb across my bottom lip.

"finish," she says, her thumb still resting on my lip.

i don't answer, my whole body tingling from the contact.

she sighs cupping my face in her soft hands. she leans in, almost as if she was gonna kiss me (she doesn't,) her breath hits my lips causing butterflies to erupt.

"i'm sorry" her voice is airy and light "forgive me, yeah?"

i'm in awe of how close we are, how her lips are almost about to touch mine, her blue eyes staring into my brown ones.

her fingers tips press into my cheeks lightly as her nose grazed over the tip of mine. i can feel my cheeks heating up, and i'm sure she can feel it too.

"mhm," i nodded. what was i even saying yes to? i forgot.

billie smiles and pushes a strand of hair behind her ear. god that smile, makes my heart warm and fuzzy. she makes me giggly and all excited inside, i don't know why.

"you forgive me? thank you angel" she says pulling me by my waist and hugging me.

"you're welcome," i say, though i had no idea what i was forgiving her for.

billie hugs my waist tightly and i'm almost close to straddling her. her soft lips graze against my neck only for a second but it was just enough to make me shiver.