ᴛᴇᴀʀ ᴍᴇ ᴀᴘᴀʀᴛ

for once

may 11, 2020

the sunlight beams on my face, making me squint as i look for billies car in the school parking.

eventually noticing her, i make my way to her, a cheesy grin on my face. billie smiles as she notices me, grabbing me once i'm in arm's reach.

she leans in to kiss me, but i turn my head; not wanting to kiss here. "kiss me" she pouts, causing me to laugh and shake my head no.

"why," billie says, playing with the bottom of my shirt. i push her hands away as i look around the school parking.

just in case heathers here; i wouldn't want her to see.
sometimes i think about her, and how she's doing; she rarely ever comes to school anymore. although she appears to have moved on on instagram, i don't believe it.

i've recently heard a lot of rumors about how she's simply over billie and relationships, or that she's desperate, and that her nudes are floating around, but i refused to check if any of it's true.

not saying i'm seriously worried i just— i wonder how she is.

billie is staring at me while she starts messing with my necklaces. her demeanor seems to entirely change as she softly smirks while licking her lips.

she's been cocky ever since we started talking on good terms. she seems to be more confident as she touches me; even the slightest of touches make her smirk.

which i don't mind; she looks good doing it so who am i to stop her.

billie takes my bag off of my back before opening the door for me.

she then puts my bag in her backseat before joining me in the car.
she sits back, and i look at her with a furrow of my eyebrows "are we gonna go orrrr?"

she smiles slightly, a small chuckle leaving her lips. turning her head, billie licks her lips.

"what's wrong with you" i laugh, subtly noticing her eyes drinking me in. she shrugs, running a hand through her hair before pulling out of the parking lot.

"what's up with you today," i ask, playing with her fingers on my thigh. billie smiles, "just wanted to look at you; you look good."

it was quite hot today, so i wore simple black biker shorts and one of billies graphic tee. nothing special really; but apparently billie was intrigued.

"thank you," i say, billie nods, "is that my shirt?"

"no" i lie, watching billies hand rub my thigh, she seemed to like that a lot. she always had to be touching me, in some sort of way.

it's sorta sweet, so i never tell her to stop.

billie pulls into the driveway of my house, parks her car, and slumps into her seat; her hand never leaving my thigh as she turns to face me.

"you gonna kiss me now," she asks, which makes me chuckle as i lean in to kiss her soft lips.
kissing billie is like flying; never wanting to come down. sometimes i wonder if our lips were made to fit together, just because they feel so nice.

everything that she does, makes me feel so good, especially when she touches me in places i'm insecure, it makes me adore it all just because she does.