Her Indecent Desire (COMPLETED)

KABANATA 42

I'M expecting to see him, but not in this moment!

Napatingin ako sa suit niyang nabasa ng kape ko. The coffee is the still hot pero hindi na ako nag-abalang nagsorry sakanya at lalagpasan na sana siya pero hinawakan niya ang braso ko.

"A-ano ba! Bitawan mo ako!" Galit kong sabi at marahas na binawi ang braso ko sa pagkahawak niya.

"Sedeina." Tawag niya ulit.

"Utang na loob alexander! Bitawan mo ako bago pa man kita ipakaladkad ng mga security guard dito!" Galit kong sabi.

"I just want to talk." Sabi niya at binitawan ang kamay ko.

"Okay." Malamig kong sabi.

I can see the hope in his eyes while staring at me.

He didn't change, expect for losing weight. The tiredness of his eyes were visible.

"Where do you want to talk?" Marahang tanong niya.

"Dito sa kinatatayuan natin. Bilisan mo, may gagawin pa ako," sabi ko at sumulyap sa wrist watch.

He sighed.

"How are you?" He asked.

I almost laugh at his question. Really alexander? Nakikipag lokohan ka ba dito?

"I'm perfectly fine," I confidently said.

"That's good to hear." He smiled.

"Tapos ka na? Aalis na ako." Malamig na tanong ko sakanya.

"A-are you free tomorrow—"

"No." Sagot ko sakanya.

"Sedeina—"

"Deretsuhin mo na ako alexander! Anong kailangan mo saakin?!" Gigil na tanong ko.

We're causing a scene but I don't really care. I just want to get out of here! Far from him! He's suffocating me!

"I want us, sedeina." He said.

Napatawa ako ng mahina sa sinabi niya.

"After what you did?" I laugh sarcastically. "After you denied our child! Tangina mo!" Galit kong sabi at hinampas siya.

"W-we have a c-child?" He asked. Shocked was filled on his face. I could see his teary eyes.

"Yes! But guess what?! You can never have him because you denied him in the first place!" Galit kong sabi sakanya.

"S-sedeina..." He trembled, he tried to reach me but I refuse to be touch by him. Lumayo ako ng konti.

"He will know you as his biological father, but he won't consider you as his father." Walang malasakit kong sabi sakanya.

"I-i don't know.. i'm sorry..." He said.

I laughed without humor.

"You don't know, huh? Fuck you. Quit that game of yours, alexander. I'm done with your shit." I smirked.

"Give me a chance to pro—"

"I will give you a chance to be with our son, but once you hurt him, ilalayo ko siya sayo."

Mabilis siyang umiling. "I won't."

"You will see him tomorrow." Sabi ko.

"How about you sedeina? W-will you give me a chance to you?" He asked.

"No. Hindi naman ako tanga." I coldy said.

"Sedeina please." He begged.

"I have someone now." I heartlessly said.