SPACES [Editing]

A Kiss Goodbye

Song of the chapter:
- Paperweight by Joshua Radin

Louis Tomlinson

"Yes. Well he's still sleeping, I'll just tell him as soon as he wakes up." Harry was talking to someone on my phone. He was sitting it the edge of the bed, his bare back facing me.

I have to admit, it's one of the sexiest sights I've ever seen. I wanted so badly to run my hands up his muscles back, but I had to control myself.

"Good morning," I said which caused him to turn around, revealing his bare chest.

Okay now that's the sexiest sight I've ever seen.

"Oh he's awake. Here you go." He handed me my phone.

"Hello?"

"Lou! Thank God you're already awake. I'm coming over in a few hours, Harry allowed me." Liam said from the other line.

"What, you're already in America?" Harry pinned me down to the bed and kissed my neck. The feeling was exhilarating, but I had to focus on the conversation that I was having with my bestfriend.

"Yeah, I just came home a few weeks ago. I'm coming over to explain a few things and to get my car."

"Wait. I? My? Where's Zayn?" I asked as I put one arm on Harry's chest, signaling for him to stop. It was strange hearing those words from Liam. He's always with Zayn.

"I'll explain later. Just send me the map to Harry's house, will ya?" He said before hanging up.

"Good morning." Harry said before kissing me on the lips and I covered my mouth shortly after. "What's wrong?"

"Morning breath. I mean, my morning breath." I answered as I stood up from the bed and Harry pulled me back to him and pushed me back to the bed, causing him to straddle me.

"I don't mind. But if it really bothers you, I could always kiss other places..." He moved back down to my neck until he reached the spot. He sucked on it gently as I felt my morning wood brush against his bulge.

I stood up and ran to the bathroom to get rid of it.

I hate how these things happen. I hated the thought of giving him frustrations.

"Lou? Baby, let me in." He said as he knocked on the bathroom door.

"I can't."

"Okay. Just...hear me out." He said. "I know you're not ready and I totally respect that. I just want you to know that I will wait for as long as you want me to. It's hard, literally and figuratively, but we'll figure something out, okay? We can't keep running from each other like this."

"I'm sorry. It just feels...awkward. I'm not used to this." I confessed. I haven't even had sex with a girl!

"I know, Baby. I'm sorry. Just please, let me in." He said before I opened the door for him.

He pulled me into his arms and hugged me as I leaned my head on his chest. I love how comfortable it feels. His heartbeats sounds like home.

"I have this feeling that you like me as much as I want you." He said and I nodded. If only he knew.

"Do you mind me kissing you? Or touching you?" He asked and I shook my head.