SPACES [Editing]

The First Time

(WATCH OUT, THERE WILL BE POV SWITCHES FOR THIS CHAPTER!)

Harry Styles

[Flashback]

I can't believe it: I'm actually married!

I could've said no, but an unseen force just pushed me to say yes. I didn't even regret it, it felt right. Somehow it feels like this tiny boy in my arms is right where he should be.

"Why aren't we fucking?" Louis asked while I was cuddling him.

"Because it's not right," I booped his cute little nose.

I have to admit, it's hard to control this hard-on, considering how hot and thirsty he looked while he was slowly undressing me.

But it really wasn't right, he doesn't really want it. He wants Hannah.

It won't be right for me, either, because I haven't really done it with a guy before. As cheesy as it sounds, I'm saving myself for someone who loves me.

Louis turned around so he was facing my chest. His swollen eyes were closed, his cheeks drenched from all the crying. I held him closer, trying to resist the lust in my body.

"You deserve love, Louis." I whispered as I watched him drift into deep slumber.

[end of Flashback]

"What is this?" He asked as we entered the empty amusement park.

Liam told me that Louis has never been to an amusement park before. I really don't know why, but I just decided that it would be the perfect present for him.

I paid a lot of money for this and I specifically asked for it to be empty for four hours today so we could have it all to ourselves for his birthday. He's all worth it.

"Happy birthday, Love." I kissed him on the cheek.

The look on his face was priceless. His blue eyes twinkled as we walked through the park, his hands never leaving mine.

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"You really had fun, did you?" I asked Louis while I was driving him home.

Watching him in the park was very entertaining. Sometimes he would pretend to be brave when all he ever does is squeeze my hand during some parts. It was fun watching him get scared at first and then let go of his fears after some time.

"This has been, hands down, the best birthday ever." He said with a smile on his face.

"You know it will be better," I smirked. We both knew what was going to happen and it seems like he was just as excited as I was.

I've waited so long for this, and it doesn't feel wrong. It feels so right, like it could bring balance to our chaotic lives. It wasn't even lust anymore, I knew I had to make him feel how much I loved him not just with my words.

"Which reminds me... I left a few shopping bags at home, inside my closet. Those are all yours. Drop me off at home and we'll be doing something special by the time I get back. Yes?" He said while placing a gentle kiss on my cheek.

I really didn't know what he was talking about, but somehow it feels like he had this day planned out in his head. And God, it turns me on so much.

I've been horny for him the entire day and he knows that. I've been touching him in appropriate places which led us to engage in some type of PDA, except no one else was around to watch us.