SPACES [Editing]

ACCEPTANCE: Sea Of Lights

SPACES SPOILER ALERT (Don't read if you don't wanna know) :

Louis is going to find out about him getting married to Harry before Harry even gets the chance to confess to him.

How do you think he's going to find out?

Fire your predictions towards me!!! :)

Songs of the Chapter:

- Fragile by gnash ft. wrenn
- Fix You by Coldplay
- Someone Else by LANY

Harry Styles

After telling the boys about the plan, they let me have some time alone with Louis. I don't know why, especially when Louis might wake up while I'm in here and I don't know how to say what his friends were supposed to tell him when he wakes up, but it's an opportunity to be with him again one last time so I'm going to take it.

Of course I'm not going to let this be the last time-- I'm going to win him back. But now isn't the right time for that. Right now, he needs all the time to recover and we've all agreed that we are not going to force it.

When I went back into Louis's room, I just stood there, almost motionless. I stared at him and thought about how he's forgotten about me completely.

Nothing could be more painful than to see his blank, emotionless eyes when he's looking at me.

I'd give everything for him to just recognize me again. I want so badly to hear him say my name and touch me like he used to when he still remembered who I was.

I moved closer and reached out to hold his hand.

"You know I still love you," I told him. "I don't know if this is an elaborate prank to get me to leave you but I still love you. I wouldn't even care if everyone else forgets who I am as long as you remember me. And I'm not going to leave, alright? I'll wait for you no matter how long it takes. I'm going to help you remember and we'll make some more memories, I promise."

I kissed his forehead, letting my lips linger before pulling away.

"I love you." I told him one last time before closing the door to his room.

When I went out, Zayn was outside and he stood up as if he was just waiting for me.

"I'm sorry." He muttered, and I could tell that he was sincere. At first I didn't understand why, but I realized what it was when I remembered that he was the last person Louis talked to before the accident.

"It wasn't your fault," I reassured him, "It wasn't anyone's fault."

His eyes spoke words he could never say. I don't know what he told Louis that night but whatever that is, I'm thankful that he tried to get him to come home to me.

"Did he... Did he tell you why we broke up?" I asked him. I found out that Liam didn't know, but since Zayn talked to Louis, I figured he did.

"Yeah. Um, do you want to talk about it?" He asked. It was a clear offer. Right in front of me was Zayn who knew all the answers to my questions. He knew why we've come to this, he knew why our lives had to change.