SPACES [Editing]

AUTHOR'S NOTE

I've decided to come clean and tell everyone how I feel bc I think that's the only way I can get the writing out of head without feeling like a piece of shit. So here I go.

I know I've lost a lot of readers bc of how slooowly I've been updating (I'm assuming that's the reason— and some ppl probably didn't like how the story went) and I'd be lying if I said it didn't have an effect on me. I used to say that writer's block rarely happens to me, but it's been a struggle for me to get the last few posted chapters out of my head and into the working page. It's my fault, I'm not blaming anyone else, I know I could've done better.

The thing is, I didn't like how I used to write so I really tried to improve my style and story-telling. The more I thought, the more it ate me up. And believe me, I tried. I didn't want to go back to my previous writing style where I'd just let the words flow and not think about it afterwards.

I honestly thought of putting SPACES on hold, but I realized that there are still people who are waiting and people who are willing to stand by me until I finish the book. I've also been motivated by new readers and their comments— I didn't know I needed that type of fuel but it burns a flame in my heart. Some of my old readers have also become my friends outside Wattpad, which I'm forever grateful for. Your random messages light up my day. To the people who have just started reading the book, don't worry because I'm working on it. Just keep reading.

I'm determined to finish this work now and to give you quality work because that's what you all deserve. Some of you have been there since three years ago and you may not know it, but I remember you. We've grown together. You're the type of familiar I'd want to see until after the book ends.

Thank YOU. To my old readers, new readers, the people who have left, and the people who will read the book in the future, I owe you my everything. This story (and it's fan fiction, which shouldn't be that deep but LOOK WHERE WE ARE NOW), brought out a side in me I didn't think I had, and I want to pay you back with twice as much love as you have given me.

Anyway, I'll go back to writing now.

There are less than 15 chapters left, so I hope we can end it properly. I'll put my heart into it and I'll try not to think too much. Some of you actually already loved me when I had shitty writing, but I won't be too complacent. I'll write better. Let's do this.

I love you guys, and thank you. :)

PS Big chapter coming soon, probably one of the biggest ever, also a really long one because COME ON I'VE BEEN AWAY FOR TOO LONG. LOL.