Broken

Chapter 2

I woke up feeling more tired than when I went to bed. I lay there looking at the ceiling and letting out a big sigh... The events of last night playing in my mind whether i want to or not... I look at the time and know that at any moment Sophie will wake up... So, i get out of bed, take a quick shower before getting dressed. I then walked to Sophie's room to wake her up. I smile as she 

"Hey baby" I said stroking her little head smiling as she slowly started to wake up. "Wake up little one." I say softly almost in a singing tone. She opened her eyes rubbing them. Those blue eyes she got from her father... Big beautiful and the brightest blue...  She stood up in her crib smiling at me like the happy little girl she always is. "Mama!" She squealed reaching her hands out for me to pick her up. "Hello my sweet girl... Good morning..." I say smiling. I might hate her father for the way he left me... But i got something beautiful out of the time with him... My little girl...

"Did you sleep okay baby?" I said kissing her head and carrying her to the bathroom. She nodded as I put her down to fill the tub to give her a bath. She babbled on as I took of her pj's and put her in the bath washing her. I love our mornings. She was a chatty one... As soon as those blue eyes were open, she would babble on... 

It wasn't fair, I thought to myself. It is not fair how much she looks like her father. Her eyes where the same blue color as her father, and she has the same smile as him. When she was naughty, she would have the same twinkle in her eyes, the same giggle... 

"Mama sad?" Sophie asked as I pulled her out of the bath. "No baby mama is not sad. Mama is just tired because she didn't sleep well..." I said smiling at her. I dry her off as she talks about everything and nothing. 

I put Sophie in her favorite dress, she looks so adorable. She twirls around giggling and i chuckle... I brushed her hair putting it in ponytail with a bow from Ariel her favorite Disney princess and grabbed the bag with everything I needed for her. I put her in her coat and installed her in the stroller before putting on my own coat and shoes. 

Sophie waves to the doorman who smiles and takes a bow... "Have a good day princess Sophie..." He says with the biggest smile on his face like always and i chuckle as she giggles...I walked out the door to meet up with Sara and Liam.

I walked into the restaurant and when Sophie saw Liam and Sara, she started squealing to me to let her out. I smiled as I let her out of the stroller.  As fast as her little legs could take her, she ran over to Sara crawling in her lap. "Sasa" she said giving her a hug. "Hey little one, how are you?" Sara said smiling hugging her and rocking her back and forth. She then waves at Liam who smiles and waves back at her. 

I kissed Sara's cheek and did the same to Liam. They both looked at me worried. "You look like you haven't slept" Liam said. "That is probably because I haven't" I said sighing. "I hope he wasn't to much trouble?" I said looking at Liam knowing how Chris could be when he was angry. He shrugged his shoulders. "His friends came and took him away. Scott apologized for him. I told him to keep his brother away from you. That he had done enough damage." He says with a proud smirk... 

"Don't you think you should tell him he has a daughter?" Sara said always wanting to see things from both sides. I sighed. "I tried remember I called him like a hundred times, but he didn't answer. The only thing I got back was a shitty text that I had to accept it was over. I even went to his house to try and tell him, and he threw the door in my face before i could even say anything...." I said looking down blushing as i not even had told them this. 

"He did?" She and Liam said in shock. "You never told us!" I shrugged my shoulders, "I was ashamed that I went to his house, I never told anyone..." I could feel the tears starting to come in. "Mama sad" Sophie said wriggling out of Sara's grasp and crawling in my lap. I smiled at her giving her a little kiss and cuddle.