Broken

Chapter 26

Chris pov...

As i park the car the front door of my house opens, and ma walks out smiling... She had said she wanted to welcome Sophie and Sammie and make the house ready for them... I had told her she didn't have to, but she insisted... She wanted to clean the sheets on the beds. Stock the fridge and child proof the house a little. She wanted to do this to let Sammie and Sophie know that they were so welcome...  

"Why is your mom here?" Sammie whispers with surprise in her voice and i look at her and smile... But my smile quickly disappears as i see her pale face... I had noticed the closer we got to my place the quieter she got...  "She wanted to welcome you and Sophie... She has cleaned the house, stocked the fridge and kid proofed... Whatever that means..." I say and Sammie smiles, but the smile does not reach her eyes... "That is so sweet..." She whispers her tone soft and a little off... She looks over her shoulder at Sophie who is still sleeping... 

"Can you carry her in?" She asks and i nod... "I'll be right there... I need a moment..." Sammie whispers and i look a little confused and worried... "Sammie..." I say taking her hand, but she shakes her head looking away... "I just need a moment Chris... I'll be right there... Please give me a moment..." She pleads with me and i take a deep breath... "Anything you need..." I say and get out the car... I take Sophie out of her car seat and after closing the door i hesitantly walk to ma who is still standing at the front door... I look back once more to see Sammie sitting in the car looking down... 

"Is Sammie, okay?" Ma asks looking at me worried when i reach her... "I dont know... She asked for a moment..." I mumble worried...

Sammie pov...

I dont know why... But i feel nauseous and nervous. My hands are clammy...I sit here in the car frozen... I know i should get out and go inside, but my body is not working with me... I told Chris i needed a moment and he looked so worried. I look at Chris who is talking with Lisa... Lisa who apparently was so excited and happy that Sophie and i were here that she cleaned the house and kid proofed the house... On top of that she had stocked the fridge and knowing her she would have found out what Sophie and i like making sure it was here.... She did all that because she was excited, we were here... Chris had been amazing and so happy we were coming with... But here i was sitting in the car unable to move...  I sit here frozen in the car seeing Lisa, Chris and Sophie standing by the door and i can't help but think back at the day that door was slammed in my face...

Flashback.

I stood in front of the door hesitating to ring the doorbell, it was not even 48 hours after i found out that i was pregnant. I had gotten out of the hospital not even 12 hours ago...I had to stay for observation... To make sure i and our baby were okay. I had been trying to call Chris, but he wouldn't answer and when he did, he told me to stop calling. I decided to try one more thing and so i ended up on his doorstep. I was feeling sore... My whole body was hurting from the car accident i had been in... I was tired as i had barely slept. 

I took a deep breath and i pushed the doorbell. I heard footsteps getting closer to the door. The door opened and for a moment... Just a split second we stared at each other. For a moment i saw a flash of pain in his eyes... For a split second i think he will talk to me... But i was wrong... I was so wrong... The look on his face turned harsh... His jaw was tense... But his eyes... His eyes are dark and so cold...

"You got to be kidding" Chris yelled rolling his eyes. "Are you serious? What didn't you understand when i told you it was over.... I have nothing to say to you anymore. Get that in your head... Dont be so pathetic... We are over..." His tone was harsh and i wanted to just disappear as his eyes bore into me... The look of digust evident and i just wanted the world to swallow me whole... "Chris i need to talk to you... Please..." Was all i could muster to say. "There is nothing left to say." He said sounding so cold and as he threw the door in my face i heard a giggle coming from the house... Just before the door closed i saw her... Kim... With that big victorious grin on her face. I started to cry and walked back to my car and got in.