Broken

Chapter 58

Sammie pov...

Its only 3 days until the wedding and i am feeling sick, this morning i threw up and food didn't agree with me. Yesterday was a stressful day. The contractor needed us to make decisions, the wedding planner had some last things to go over. I had sent my book to the publisher and tried on my dress at Lisa's for the last time so there would be no surprises. Maybe it was getting all too much. I was at lunch with Scarlett who had come early to help with my preparations. Sara couldn't be here until the day of the wedding and so Scarlett was helping me with some maid of honor stuff, she and Scarlett were now sharing that position...

I am looking at my plate and sigh... I need to eat but the thought of it alone made me sick... I think i know what is going on but i am too scared to find out. "Are you okay?" Scarlet asked as i was pushing my food around on my plate letting out a sigh. I look up and feel guilty as i am nowhere near the blushing bride i was supposed to be... "You hardly touched your food." I pushed the plate away. "I think i might be pregnant." I just blurted out.

"Oh, that is amazing!" She said smiling at me all excited and happy, but as she looked at my face her smile vanished. "Isn't it?" I shrugged my shoulders. "I dont know." I said fighting my tears. "Oh sweetie of course it is great news. A brother or sister for Sophie, she is going to love it." Scarlett says and sits down next to me pulling me into a hugh...

I let out a sigh. "It is not her i am worried about...." I said softly. "You're worried about Chris?" i nodded. "Why?" Scarlet asks if i said the most ridiculous thing ever. "He loves kids, he has made it no secret that he wants a big family...."

"Remember the day i got shot..." I said still talking softly. She sighed and closed her eyes for a split second... Sometimes i forget it was not only traumatic for me... But for them to waiting if i would survive..."How can i forget..." She said letting out another sigh.

"Well... Chris and i had this huge fight that day before we arrived at brunch about kids. I said something in the heat of the moment during sex and he didn't exactly take it well. We had a major blow out about it, when i caught him counting my birth control. To a point that we were almost not speaking anymore. I even was thinking about finding my own place, but then i got shot and well things went in another direction."

"When did you find out?" Scarlet asked and i looked at my fingers blushing. "I haven't done a test yet... i am too scared to find out." I mumble and Scarlett smiles... "Okay... so maybe you are not pregnant." She said shrugging her shoulders.

I sighed. "I am tired all the time... some food doesn't agree with me. I threw up and not to mention the most important thing... I realized yesterday.... I am late, like really late. I was so busy with the wedding, the new house, Sophie and everything else that i didn't notice until yesterday." Scarlet waved over the waiter and had everything packed up. She dragged me out of the restaurant, and we drove to a pharmacy where we picked up a few tests. We drove to her hotel and when we arrived in the room i went into the bathroom to pee on the stick.

We sat there waiting on the bed for the 3 minutes to go by.

"What if he doesn't want this, and calls of the wedding." I said a tear rolling down my cheek.

"Dont worry it will be okay. He is going to be ecstatic trust me." Scarlet said taking my hand.

"I am scared Scar... I can't lose him." I said as tears rolled down my cheeks.

"You won't and if he is going to be anything but happy, i am going to kick his ass." She says smirking.

I chuckled. "I would pay money to see that." I mumble and Scarlet laughed. "Free of charge, just for you... See it as my wedding gift..." She said and we both chuckled...