Broken

Chapter 43

Sammie pov...

Today is Sophie's birthday and we went all out, as our girl was turning 4 today. I say we, but really it was Chris. It was his first birthday with her, and he went all out. Maybe even a little overboard... But who was i to say no... He had already missed 3 birthdays... He was directing people to set everything up and i wrapped my arms around him. "You know you have to top this next year."  I said smirking at him. Chris had invited everyone close to him from fellow actors to his family and also Sarah and Liam where coming. I was excited to show them around and just spend time with them... I had missed them... I could not wait to catch up...

We had talked allot over face time in the last couple of months, but it wasn't the same as in-person contact. But work kept them busy, so they weren't able to visit sooner. Sebastian Stan and Anthony Mackie were coming. I was excited to see how Sophie would react to seeing Seb again... Scarlet and Colin and the kids would also be here. Downey said he would be coming to, with his wife and Hemsworth and his family were joining us to... Chris had invited a few people from his current project and of course the other Evans's would be there. Some of Chris his childhood friends and god knows who else... I barely had been involved with the planning...

The theme was going to be the little mermaid of course, and everyone would get a shirt with a Little mermaid character on it...Sebastian of course getting Sebastian the crab. I had suggested to make him the prince, seeing as Sophie would be Ariel but Chris would not hear of it... I had just laughed at that reaction... I had asked him how he would react when Sophie would come at an age she was going to be interested in boys or girls... All i got as a reaction was a groan...

I loved seeing Chris this excited and even though it was a happy day, i was a little sad thinking about the 3 birthdays he has missed. But like i always said that is the past. But today it was going to be hard to think like that... It was just an emotional day. The day i gave birth to Sophie was the best and worse day of my life... I remember the fear, the pain not only from giving birth but from my broken heart. The fact that i had to do it alone was still a sore point... I had forgiven Chris... But it was... It was just hard... I tell myself to just focus on the good memories... The first, time holding Sophie in my arms... The first time seeing those bright blue eyes... 

"I am going to take a quick shower and get dressed."  I murmur as i wrapped my arms around Chris his waist, hugging him from behind and planting a kiss on his back... "I love you." I sigh and lean my forehead against his back taking a deep breath... He pulls me in front of him and kisses me passionately. "I love you to..." He says when we pull apart. "Now go get changed." He says and as i walk away he smacks my ass making me yelp.

Before i walk out of the room i look over my shoulder. "I could use some help washing my back..." I say smirking and he grins. "Of course, sweetheart happy to help." He says grinning, and i run to the shower as he follows me. Just before i enter the bathroom he catches up and flings me over his shoulder. Not putting me down he turns on the water and with all of our clothes still on he walks under the cold water making me gasp. He lets me down, making me slide down the front of his body making me feel every muscle along the way.

"God i love that you can just throw me around." I hum as i wrap my arms around his neck and pull him in for a kiss. He smirks and deepens the kiss before pulling my shirt over my head making us temporarily pull apart. He throws the wet clothing in the corner of the shower before he kneels down in front of me kissing my legs rubbing them up and down. In one swift move he pulls down my shorts and before i know what happens he kisses my core making me whimper but he doesn't continue "As hungry as i am..." He growls looking at my pussy letting out a disappointed sigh. "We dont have much time." He stands back up and takes of his own clothes as i watch the show.