Broken

Chapter 29

Sammie pov...

"Mommy?" Sophie says as i am tucking her into bed... She looks so tiny in the big bed it is kind of adorable. "Yes sweetheart?" I say kissing her forehead... "Are we going to life here with daddy forever?" She asks and i freeze for a second, i pull myself together and i smile at her running my hands through her thick brown curls...  I smile as her bright blue eyes plead with me... Her father's eyes... The combination of brown hair blue eyes makes them really pop and she is just beautiful... My beautiful little girl... OUR beautiful little girl... Something tells me that Chris will turn grey quick when she gets older... 

"Would you like that?" I ask and she shyly smiles and nods... "I like daddy's house... I can play outside and there is a big TV..." She says and i nod... "Yes... There is a big garden to play in... And a very big TV." I say and she smiles... "We will see what the future holds, sweetheart... For now, we are going to life here..." I say kissing her forehead again... I smile as she is rubbing her little eyes. It has been a busy day for her to and when i start to read her a bedtime story it doesn't take long before she is asleep... 

I sigh and look over my shoulder as i turn off the light... I could not promise that we would always be here... I did not want to lie to her... I was hoping we would... I was hoping we would have our happily ever after. But it was still too early to promise her that... I close the door and go to find Chris... I smirk as i find him sitting on the ground in the kitchen still figuring out how to put the highchair together... By the time dinner had been ready he was not even close. But this was partially because Sophie demanded his attention... 

I lean against the door post crossing my arms in front of me and watch him as he had not noticed me yet. I smile as he murmurs to himself running his hand through his hair or scratching his chin... I giggle and he looks up and blushes... "I think there are pieces missing..." He sighs and i chuckle and walk over to him... I hold out my hand for him... "Or maybe you need to take a break... Tomorrow is another day..." I say and he sighs... "But..." He says and i shake my head. "Come on Bob... Come cuddle with me..." I say giving him my most charming smile and it seems to work as he takes my hand and i help him up... "Bob?" He says raising an eyebrow pulling me in his arms and i giggle... "Yes... I think i will call you Bob from now on... Bob the builder..." I say smirking. I take his hand and pull him towards the couch... I push him down and crawl in his lap straddling him and this seems to catch him off guard... 

He wants to say something but i shut him up by putting my hands on his face and kissing him passionately... I smile into the kiss as i feel him hesitantly put his hands on my back... I deepen the kiss our tongues doing their sensual dance, his hands traveling all over my body and everywhere he touches me feels on fire... My lungs burn as we finally come up for air... I lean my forehead against his... I smile take a deep breath enjoying his touch... "Sammie..." He whispers in soft low tone, and he clears his throat... I hum and as he wants to say something but again i kiss him to shut him up... For once my mind is quiet... Kissing him quiets my mind... 

His hands wonder again, and a soft moan escapes me when his hands land on my ass and he gives it a squeeze... It makes me grind down on him and a soft groan escapes him... I can feel something move underneath me and i smirk as i do it again. "Sammie..." He groans... "Chris..." I answer in a soft moan and i can feel his finger dig into my ass as soon as his name leaves my lips. He pushes me down on him harder and i arche my back pushing my ass into his hands my chest against his... I play with his hair lightly tugging on it... 

I let out a little whimper as he moves his lips leaving a trail of kisses down my jaw and into my neck... I lean my head to the side giving him better access and i can feel him smirk on my skin before he latches on. I can feel him suck on my skin marking me and i groan pulling him closer and grinding down on him again... He lets out a soft growl and sucks even harder as he pushes me down harder on him. He is hard... I am wet i can feel my panties get damp...

"Sammie..." He murmurs in my neck one hand sliding up my body and up into my hair... "Chris..." I whimper lost in the moment as it feels so good... "Tell me to stop if you want me to stop..." He says and i moan... "No..." I softly moan almost sounding desperate and he growls and i feel the hand in my hair slide down and grab one of my boobs over my shirt... "Fuck... Sammie..." He growls as i keep moving grinding onto him... 

He keeps toying with my nipple, massaging my boobs through my shirt and i let out a little sigh ass it sends tingles all through my body... My body is in overdrive... It has been so long, and it feels like my body is waking up... Every touch... Every kiss feels so intense... I close my eyes and just feel... Feel how he kisses my body... Touches me... But when his hands slide under my shirt i freeze... 

He stops immediately... "Sammie... What is wrong...?" He asks breathing heavy his chest rising and falling as he looks at me worried... I shake my head and kiss him again a blush creeping on my face... But he stops me cupping my face... "Sammie... You froze... If you are not ready..." He whispers and i sigh... I bury my head in his neck letting out a groan... "It is not that i dont want to... Or not ready... For fucks sake i even i bought freaking condoms..." I blurt out and freeze again... Why the hell did i say that... Chris just smirks... "Did you now?" He asks raising an eyebrow and i nod blushing... "Then what is wrong?" He asks and sigh. 

 "Chris... I had a baby..." I whisper and he pulls my face out of his neck... "So?" He says confused and i bite my lip turning bright red... "I... I..." I sigh not finding the words... He just looks at me... waiting for an explanation... "My body..." I say taking a deep breath... "It... It is not like you remember... I am not in the shape you are used to..." I say softly and he smiles... "Ohw Sammie... You are beautiful..." He says and i sigh and let out a groan... "What if you find me disgusting..." I whisper and he shakes his head... "I could never..." He says and i groan again...

"You are just thinking with Bob jr..." I mumble and he laughs... "Seriously... Bob jr... Well, he is better in hammering then me..." He says smirking and i giggle... "But seriously... Sammie you are the most beautiful woman i have ever seen..." He says and i sigh... "With clothes on maybe... I have stretchmarks... My butt..." I say but he kisses me to shut me up... "Your butt is perfection..." He grins and i roll my eyes... But all of a sudden, he stands up lifting me with him and i let out a yelp. I cling onto him for dear life wrapping my legs around his waist and my arms around his neck... I giggle and kiss him as he starts walking... "Where are we going?" I whisper knowing damn well where he is taking me...

"I will show you how much i love your body..." He growls picking up the pace walking towards the bedroom... "I am going to worship you until there is no doubt at how much i love your body..." He growls walking into the bedroom kicking the door shut behind him...