Broken

Chapter 68

Sammie pov...

Yesterday i only came down for dinner and i didn't eat much, feeling nauseous. The rest of the evening i spend in the guestroom while everyone was downstairs. I hated that we were moving so close to the birth and that i couldn't be part of it or better said Chris wouldn't let me be part of it.

We had a big fight over it but in the end i gave in, knowing he had a point. But it was stressful not knowing what was going on. The fact that nothing was ready in case i was going into labor freaked me out. I was just so anxious and could not settle waddling around in Lisa's house. Chris had promised me that the first thing he would do was putting the nursery together and then our bedroom. But i was hoping that the whole house would be ready before i went in labor. I am just restless and keep peeking out the window... I could see our new house from the guestroom's window and i saw the first truck arrive with stuff and movers taking everything out and bringing it into the house.

Tomorrow would be the delivery of all of our new furniture including a new bed. Just stay put for another week or so i whispered to my belly. I walked down seeing Lisa sitting in the living room reading a book. "Everything okay sweetheart?" She asked me, looking up from her book. I nodded giving her a smile. "Did everything go smooth this morning with getting Sophie to preschool?" I asked. Lisa smiled and nodded. "Yes, everything went well she was excited she really likes school, doesn't she?" I nodded. "Yes, she is hungry to learn."

"Do you want something to eat...drink... or do you want something else?" Lisa asks. "I can manage..." I said smiling waddling to the kitchen getting myself a bottle of water. "I know your stressed about the move..." Lisa said as she had followed me into the kitchen. I sighed and blushed. "I know it sounds ungrateful but i hate the fact that if i would go into labor we wouldn't even have a proper room for the baby. I am very grateful for staying her but i feel..."

"It is not home." Lisa said smiling. "Not a place of your own." I nodded. "It makes me restless. Besides the nausea the baby playing soccer in my womb i am not feeling so well. Not being able to be there is freaking me out..."

"That is all normal sweetheart." She said hugging me as a tear rolled down my cheek. "I just feel like a burden, snapping at people like Scott yesterday." I say sobbing. "Scott shouldn't have pushed you." Lisa said shrugging her shoulders. "I was going to make them lunch and bring it over, do you want to help and then we can drive over together bringing it to them." I smiled and nodded. We made sandwiches and earlier Lisa had made soup. Lisa loaded everything in the car, and we drove to the new house.

"Hey what are you 2 doing here?" Chris said smiling as we got out of the car. I saw everyone sitting in front of the house taking a break. "We brought lunch and drinks for everyone." I said smiling as Chris helped me out of the car. "How is everything going?" I said peaking around him.

"Great the bedrooms are here except for the new furniture of course that is coming tomorrow. Everything for the nursery is here." He said kissing my cheek knowing that that was the only thing on my mind. "After lunch me and Seb are going to put it together as Mackie and Scott are going to coordinate from the old house with the movers."

"Thank you." I said kissing Chris passionately, making the man whoop and cheer and i smirked shaking my head. "We have sandwiches and Soup for everyone will somebody come and help me get everything out of the car?" Lisa was talking with Mackie, Seb and Scott and smiled as the guys came up to get everything inside.

I was walking through the house smiling as everybody was eating in the kitchen. It was chaos but somehow i could see through it and i was getting a bit more excited. I smiled as i saw the box that i had packed yesterday standing in the master bedroom taped shut with the word private on it. I felt two arms wrap around me. "How are you feeling today baby?" He asks me and i lean into him as he slowly lifts my bell relieving me of the weight for a moment. I let out a satisfied groan as for just a minute and the heavy feeling disappears. He kisses my neck and i let out a soft moan. "Fuck." I curse under my breath making Chris chuckle.