Broken

Chapter 1.

I was looking in the mirror wondering what I was doing. I hadn't been out in 3 years. But I promised to finally tag along, so there was no way back. The doorbell rang and I spritz on some perfume. "Will you be okay tonight... Got everything you need?" I ask the girl on the couch. She looks at me and smiles... "Yes... Go have fun..." She answers me smiling before i  walk to the door.

"Are you ready for the night of your life," both Liam and Sara squeal as I opened the door to let them in. "As ready as I will ever be" I sighed trying my best to fake excitement plastering a smile on my face. "Well, you look hot girl" Liam said whistling and snapping his fingers. I laughed. "Well thank you" I said blushing a little. "Can't go looking like a total slob my first night out in 3 years." I chuckled. 

"Well let's go and get you drunk and laid." Sarah said smirking jumping up and down.  I groaned. "Yes, to the get drunk, no to the getting laid" I said. "Girl, you need to get some. Honey i love you but sometimes you are too uptight you need to find a way to relaaaax." Liam said raising his eyebrow smirking at me. I rolled my eyes at him "No... No, I don't end of discussion, now let's go." I say and turn to the girl... "My number is on the fridge... Good night...!" I yell and the girl yells have fun back. 

We went to this karaoke bar and got us a table and ordered a round of drinks and some shots. I was on my third drink, having fun feeling relaxed... We were having a blast, listening to the people singing their hearts out probably buzzed or drunk. I was not sober anymore either... I was not drunk but the alcohol making me feel a little buzzed. I am swinging along with the music taking another sip of my drink when Sara leaned over to me. "Chris is here...." she said looking at me with big eyes. "WHAT! WERE!" I yelled a little bit too loud feeling the blood drain from my face before i let out a groan feeling my body tense up immediately. "Yeah, in the back he is here with some of his Hollywood friends."  I groaned again.  "Great... what are the fucking odds of that...." 

"You wanna leave? We can go somewhere else.?" Sara said looking at me worried. I sigh and think for a second... I know i should... I know it would open a whole can of worms... But part of me and that part is louder due to the alcohol doesn't want to leave... Doesn't want to let him ruin my first night out in over 3 years...  I shake my head..."Nope" I say taking a deep breath. "He was the one that walked out of my life. I am not gonna let him ruin my first night out in 3 years."  I say as memories of the night he left flashed through my mind. "But..." Sara starts to protest but i shake my head... "No..." I say holding up my hand...

I glance over at Chris and sigh... "I am going to get us another drink..." I say standing up not wanting to hear Sara be smart about this... I just want to have fun. I chuckle as i hum to myself the song, girls just want to have fun... 

As I stood at the bar, I heard someone yell. "OMG Sam!? Sammie is that you?" I groaned as I recognize the voice of non-other than Scott Evans. I put a smile on my face and turned to him. "Hey, Scott, how are you?" I tried to sound as upbeat as possible. 

 He caught me off guard pulling me into a hug, and he looked at me with sad eyes as he noticed i froze up. "I am great, how have you been?" He asked when he had let me go. "I've been good"  I answer trying to sound as relaxed as possible. I gave my order to the bartender and turned back to Scott. "So, a night out on the town in New York?" I asked him, trying to keep my voice calm and steady, trying to get some info as to why his asshole brother is here. "Yes, I am here with Chris and some of his friends. I just had the opening night of my first play." He says glowing with pride. "That is amazing Scott Congratulations."  I say smiling, genuine happy for him as i know it was his dream. The bartender put my drinks in front of me and I gave him my card.