from the process of a production we're working on
standard fragments
wild encasement
I step forth with nothing left in my brain
I take two steps
triangular, Trafalgar
leaning until the tower's got nothing left to give
I grab monuments in hand
my heart wrapped in twine I will never sing again my
enrobement of obsidian
I hold her heart in my hand
perfect princess, i understand your
lies and truths and honour
but why do I want to hold you till
my lungs give out, the storm kicks in
it's like a whirlwind i never fought to live but
sucks my breath from my lips
not a kiss, but a holy curse within
diamond rough, diamond crumble
diamond wreck, diamond wind
diamond break me into mist and whisperings
never see again
you're my only light, love.
why can't I hold you?
silver sun, memory bank (blank)
one two three four like a chess board
the pieces in between are missing. can't you see it?
honey wrap me up in your arms and i-
I miss the wind
I miss your smile
I miss the kid who told me once my heart was the sweetest gift
I miss my mother
I regret never telling her
all the pain and ache and devastation she taught me
and I regret this light, this
promise of a better tomorrow
I said I'd end it long ago, why didn't I?
almost sterile. almost a glimpse. one by one all the "what ifs"
they're becoming hollow empty eyes
I don't want this
I don't want that
why are they taking me away?
I want to
I want to
I want

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[▶] for safekeeping.
Randoma collection of thoughts, musings, all the words I can never really say. placed here, in the palms of my youth. for safekeeping.