I cry myself to sleep every night. I've not got it in me to talk to any of my friends. The funeral for Stefan is in a few days and I don't think I can go. I know it's my fault, I'd feel like... I don't know I just don't think I can do it.
But I need to say goodbye to him one last time. Him and all my friends. I can never go back, I've just killed Damon's brother; Elena's ex and friend; Bonnie's friend; Caroline's friend. I can never go back to my old life again. But I will honor his memory by naming my child after him. Her name will be Stefanie, if it's a boy Stefan Junior. But that doesn't sound right. Hopefully it's a girl.
We never got the opportunity to look and see if Freya could see the gender. Now I just don't have it in me to care about it. I've got nobody to share it with. Stefan is gone now, the one love of my life... is now gone forever and there's nothing I can do about it.
I dreamt we would get married, have her be the flower girl. Elijah is the oldest brother so he would be the one to walk me down the aisle. Rebekah would be my maid of honor, but I'd have Caroline plan it. Elena and Bonnie would obviously be bridesmaids.
Damon would be Stefan's best man no doubt. Some of my family might even be on his side. He didn't know to many people. I guess now that dream will never become true.
~The day of the funeral~
"You have been in bed since last week, it's time to get up and go to that funeral" "No" I mumble. "Ava" I hear a very familiar voice. "Damon?" "Hey" I start to cry as soon as I see him. "I'm so sorry!"
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The Other Mikealson
FanfictionWhat if there's another Mikealson that the show didn't talk about? Well, in this story I'll be telling you all about her adventures. There was always so many brothers, so why not have at least one more sister for Rebekah, right? Girl power! 😂 Ava...
