"Joon's Dia"

(Chapter 84: Happiness)

"Push... Push..."

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"Ahhhhhh... Hmmhmm..."

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"That's it. She's almost here, mommy. Just give me one more hard push and she'll be in your arms so you can love her... Everything's going fine..."

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What the hell? Why was this sounding so familiar, but yet so different? It was the same almost four years ago because right now I was in a hospital, on a birthing table, about to deliver my baby. It was different because back then I was alone, the weather was terrible and I almost died giving birth to my first son, Charles Joon Verne. However this time, the weather was fine, my baby would be my second daughter but most importantly, I wasn't alone. He was right here, holding my hand, stroking my hair and making me feel so wonderful even though I was in so much pain.

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The doctor was encouraging me to push even harder while my fiancé was encouraging me to be strong, "Push baby. She's almost here." He looked at me while periodically looking lower down at our soon to be newborn baby girl. We both had names for her but we chose not to tell each other. He had his name in mind for her and I had mine so we decided to keep it secret from each other until she was born. Then we would give her both names.

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Mine was Sakura... Cherry Blossom. His was... "Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..." I had no clue because she wasn't born as yet. "Why isn't she coming out?" I yelled in my painful moments.

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I heard both Namjoon and the doctor chuckling but it was my baby's father who answered me, "Maybe because she's in love with your body and doesn't want to leave. Hmm... She's already behaving like her father."

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"Hahahahaha..." I couldn't help but laugh and I also heard the doctor and nurses giggling too. I looked up at his face and said, "Then she's perfect."

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With that I gave it my all and gave my final push for Sakura to come out and she did.

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When I heard her strong cries, I began to cry but tears of joy. Namjoon was in his glee. "OMG! Blue. She's beautiful. She may have my character but she's just like you." He left me for just a few seconds to hold our baby in his arms. The shining image of him holding her and smiling down at her, etched into my heart. They were beautiful. He came up to me and whispered, "Look Sexy Mama. Look at our baby girl."

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I opened my hands as Namjoon placed our baby in my arms. I looked at our bundle of love and saw that even though she was still crying, she was reaching out her hand and mouth towards me. The nurse came up to us and told us that the baby was looking for my breast to suck. She quickly cleaned inside of her nose and mouth and placed her properly on top of me.

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"Wow. She's really like me..." and he grinned as the nurse helped me uncover the area around my areola for her to start suckling.

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The nurse then said, "She's strong and very eager. We'll leave her here for a little while and then we'll carry her to get cleaned."

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I laid watching my baby feed from me and couldn't feel any more loved especially when Namjoon sat next to me on the bed, hugging me and kissing me while we watched our baby girl.

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Then he whispered in my ear, "Hmm... I'm jealous already."

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