**This chapter contains extremely explicit content. If you prefer not to read about BDSM, or smut in general, then Yoongi's storyline is not for you. Furthermore, this chapter does not fully explain the nuances of the BDSM community. That will come as the story continues and y/n ventures further into exploring it. I think that's enough of a disclaimer, so enjoy the chapter!**
You take a steadying breath as you read over the list that Yoongi had given you the other night. It was quite intimidating to see words like "bondage" or "nipple clamps'' typed out in Times New Roman. It made it all seem surreal that you half expected to be jolted awake. Yoongi had given you this list as a polite gesture to fill it out by preference. However, considering your lack of experience in this area, you find it hard to imagine yourself in any of these scenarios.
Yoongi was kind enough to send over some links that basically gave a thorough breakdown on BDSM, but your confidence in it all seemed to waver when you were alone. "Intimidating" might've been too weak of a term to use as you read over the lengthy explanations. It brings some peace of mind as you begin to understand the dynamic between a Dom and Sub–the sadist and masochist portion still warrants some unease on your end, but you trust Yoongi enough to take it easy with you.
You recall the last time you were at his apartment and how he bound your arms and legs, bringing a fierce blush to your face. Though it was an entirely new experience, you couldn't help but find it intriguing. You didn't hate it at all. You found it very appealing which had you questioning whether you had a few screws loose in the head. Outside of fiction, you never heard anyone in your immediate circle of friends express wanting to be bound in that way.
You let out a sigh as you open the link that Yoongi sent over to you–the one that basically was a BDSM 101 explanation to what you're signing up for. Daunting? Yes, but as you continue to read through the article, clinking on other hyperlinks highlighted in the literature and reading through that, you feel a sense of ease and understanding wash over you. Your cheeks flush as a few of the descriptions are accompanied with a picture, illustrating what certain activities would look like if done properly.
The explanation of it all was clinical, similar to the way that Yoongi speaks which brings some comfort to your nerves. You liked that it emphasized the importance of boundaries and thorough communication. Your vague understanding of BDSM before reading all of this seems wildly misleading. You were under the impression that one person was in charge while the other person just had to blindly follow along. But apparently, that's not the case whatsoever.
Your eyes scan over more articles that highlight safety practices and lists of what not to do when partaking in these activities. The seriousness of it all is what pushes away your doubts. Some might consider the continued reminder of safety and communication to be dull, but you find it to be comforting.
Your soul nearly jolts out of your body as your phone begins to buzz with an incoming call. Your eyes widen when you realize it's Yoongi calling.
Swallowing thickly, you answer the call. "Hello?" You ask in a meek voice that makes you roll your eyes to yourself.
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