DEVIL'S WRATH 1: Lucian Velorca (COMPLETED)

CHAPTER 34

WARNING: 18+

(The following chapter contains explicit sexual content and may not be suitable for all young readers.  Reader discretion is advised.)

LUCIAN'S POV

"Man, we do understand why you're acting like that, but look, bakit ayaw mong ilabas sa amin lahat ng problemang dinadala mo ngayon? hindi 'yong sinosolo mo lang."

I just stared at the glass that’s moving in my hand, and I want to crushed it.

Gusto kong magwala hanggang sa lahat ng sakit na nararamdaman ko ay hindi ko na maramdaman pa. Tangina! Parang nawasak ang mundo ko nang sinabi niyang magpapakasal sila ng gagong 'yon! Mahal ko siya, what's wrong?

I know I deserve to suffer, I deserve to be hurt because I'm such an asshole! Napakagago ko, but my anger only consumed me that’s why I did all of those and I am fvcking regretting it! If I could only bring back time, I would but I don’t have the power to do that.

I did everything just to make her mine and when she said that she's already tired, she doesn’t love me, my world just fell apart. They are keep repeating in my head, and I felt like my heart was being stab mercilessly. She is the only one who makes me crazy, only her can make me feel this way.

Para akong mababaliw noong iniwan niya ako, may karapatan siyang magalit at kamuhian ako. I deserve but it hurts, I deserve all this pain— but I am no longer be forgiven? Ginawa ko naman ang lahat para makabawi ako, but it isn’t yet enough. Kailangan ko pa bang tumalon sa building para mapatawad niya ako? Dahil gagawin ko kung 'yon ang gusto niya!

I'm not fucking like this! Hinding-hindi ko ipipilit ang sarili ko sa kahit na sino. I have always been the boss in my entire life, But what the hell! If chasing her means holding her hands forever then I would! I would do it without any doubt. Kaya kong ipagsiksikan ang sarili ko sa kaniya, basta kasama ko lang siya. I can swallowed all my pride, but what it is to be a man in honor when I am lost without my woman.

I don’t care about all my assets, because all I want is Milk. I need her like oxygen because I felt like it’s hard to breathe without her, but she doesn't want me anymore at ang sakit pala, tangina! Hindi ko maamin na mahal ko siya dahil hiyang-hiya ako sa sarili ko! I can’t accept that I fell in love to the woman who betrayed me, but as time goes by I’m getting harder to deny it because when she is already there, my mind only focus is to make her mine. The attraction started when I got to know the real her, until it became deep, now I fell hard and I don’t have the power to unlove her.

I’ve tried to hold back all my feelings for her but I couldn't handle it, I even married her. Dang! I plan to get her pregnant because I want her to be the mother of my child. I have almost carved our future together. She's just my everything, my life is shrouded by darkness but it brighten when I found her.

I am an imperfect man, I did a lot of mistakes in my life. I could even be describe like a devil, ruthless, and dominant but I am willing to change for her. I want to give the best for her, she deserves every good thing in this world and I am willing to be the best man for her.

Mahal ko siya and I didn't stop searching for her when he left me. Until I found her, with my child and I was just the happiest when I saw them. Milo and Milk is my family, they are my family at kung mawala pa sila ulit sakin, hindi kona alam kung kakayanin ko pa.

"Damn it Zach! The devil is in love! What should we do now?"

"Tsk! Ba't ako tinatanong n'yo n'yan? Kaya ayokong magseryoso ng babae eh!"

"Mahirap sayo, man, nagmahal ka ng gatas. She gave you nutritional feeling, kaya 'yan tuloy hinahanap-hanap mo."

P*tangina! I want to kick them one by one but I can't speak. I touch my head while bending over the counter and I don't want them to see me crying because I'm fucking sure, imbis na damayan ay kakantayawan lang ako ng mga gago! Baka mapatay ko pa sila!