Lookism: What Am I Even Doing?

Chapter Twenty-Seven

I'm going completely insane. These past few days my mind has been so busy that I've been called out twice in class. One of them was for obviously zoning out during a lecture and the other for accidentally bending one of the knives. Our instructor was too surprised for the knife one so it was more of a scolding to be more careful.

I seriously need to pull myself together. How can I still be thinking about a girl I met in a damn alleyway in the middle of the night? She told me she was in the computer department so I've been watching the table where most of those students hang out. But every time, I can't find her in the crowd.

Eun mentioned she mostly kept to herself but how closed off can one be that I don't even see her at the school gates during dismissal? I wanted to get angry but I did the same thing at first too. I'd stay in class for the breaks, lunch, and even a couple minutes after school so I would avoid the rush.

After school I do my best to try and not think about her. So I've been focusing on my mission. Uncle has agreed to let me use the scooter as long as I keep my helmet on at all times. I'm not sixteen yet so I can't obtain my license yet so getting caught by the police would be bad.

The only reason he's letting me use it is because I told him I was worried about a friend and wanted to look after them. He seemed pretty hesitant at first but after I promised him I wouldn't ask for his help working out for two months, he became compliant. Uncle acts like I ask him to do a lot. He just has to smack me with a couple wooden boards. If anything, isn't that stress relieving?

My real mission though was to watch Daniel and Aru. It was any day now that this whole mess would unravel and I wanted to be the first one on the scene. I'm just waiting for any sign. Her manager or her 'boyfriend' were doing a good job at keeping their evil plan under wraps.

Fucking assholes. If they weren't forcing the woman to take nudes for extortion I wouldn't even be here. I hated dirty disgusting men like them though. People who obviously take advantage of women. The saddest thing is that they'll never know how it feels to feel so helpless underneath them as they stare down grinning at you.

I swear, after this, I'm keeping my hands to myself. There's no use in me getting involved in things when Daniel is capable of handling things. But just this once, just this once I want to beat up some disgusting motherfuckers for the fun of it.

Everyday I've been leaving school a bit early and hopping on my bike which I've kept hidden at an old building behind the school. Jay had his bike back here so I guessed it was pretty safe. No one seemed to go there so I felt comfortable enough to leave it there. I asked Jay if it was okay and he nodded at me which I took as a yes.

I've also kept a change of clothes in my bag alone with a black cap and a black face mask. I know better than to go out showing my face to everyone while I'm beating the shit out of them. I don't care if I looked dumb. I'm not trying to have people knocking at my doorstep in the middle of the night. Life is hard as it is.

Right now I was waiting in a small street next to a coffee shop right in front of PTJ entertainment. PTJ Entertainment consisted of three large gray buildings leaning pretty close to each other. On the two big screens on one of them showed a portrait of DG and Aru.

Must be nice being a star. You get to have your face plastered everywhere. At the same time it sounded a bit exposing too. It would feel weird if I woke up to my face on a billboard across the street. Probably embarrass the shit out of me.

I finished my mango smoothie then hopped off my bike to a nearby trash can. My phone says it's around three thirty. They should be making their way past here by now. Just as I predicted a black sleek car rushed its way past me. I started my engine and followed them.