Si Liazabel A. Cabildo, isang babae na may ginintuang puso. Kilala siya hindi lamang sa taglay niyang kabaitan kung hindi dahil na rin sa kung paano niya patakbuhin ang kanyang buhay.
She's the youngest daughter of Emil Juan Cabildo, a famous former...
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So I have said, I want to particularly comment on this comment here...
This explained a lot of my thoughts as I write this story. Kung mapapansin niyo, the Montgomery series balanced the weight it tells every story. May sobrang bigat, meron din hindi. May sobrang emosyon, meron naman na papatawanin ka muna. But this one... I wanted to involve more feelings than the conflict itself. Because I realized, ga'non madalas, tiny scenarios that could break our hearts to a million pieces.
Kaya nga madalas hindi natin naiintindihan bakit nararamdaman natin ang mga bagay-bagay. We just do. And there's no way to describe why. Basta masakit. Basta nanunuot ang sakit.
I will tell the gist on how I ended up having Angelo and Clyde, Lia in between for this story as I write the remaining chapters.
Ikalawang silip kay Clyde
I was always composed and calm. I can think of myself as someone who doesn't get scared easily, I am rational and systematic. Maybe that's why ako ang pinagkakatiwalaan sa security ng pamilya namin.
I am one of the trusted to manage it one day. With Dos. Although, mas marami siyang hawak kaysa sa amin lahat dahil talagang magaling siya sa business.
He is an all rounder. I rely on him a lot but I know he has more trust on me than I have for myself. I remember him telling me 'damn Clyde, mas magaling ka kaysa sa akin dito, have some belief, man.'
With his help, unti-unting tumaas ang confidence ko sa sarili ko. Nag simula na rin akong humawak ng malalaking projects, even projects that relates to personal matters of our family.
Noon, sa lahat ng mayroon ako, isang tao lang talaga ang nakakapagpaahon ng kaba at takot sa akin.
It is her. The love I cannot have for myself.
But there was a time, that... I was haunted by my own demons. I got lost and I had no where to go. Not to my family. Not to her. Not to myself. I was left alone... sa sariling kagagawan, dahil iyon ang pinili ko. Ang mawala at hayaan na lumipas ang panahon.
I thought I was strong enough to let everything go. Even her... I thought of letting go. Bakit pa? She doesn't deserve someone like me. Name tainted as a rapist. She doesn't need a man that has anxiety. Magiging alagain lang ako sa kanya. Pabigat. Imbes na alagaan ko siya, ako pa ang aalagaan niya... kung sakaling puntahan ko man siya at magustuhan niya ako.
Tss. As if naman magugustuhan niya ako? Patay na patay 'yon sa pinsan ko.
Pero baka? Kung susubukan ko?
Baka pwede?
Pero kaya ko ba iyon? Kaya ko ba na mahirapan siya dahil lang sa akin?
Para akong mas mababaliw pag naiisip kung kamusta na siya. Sometimes, while inside my room, I will try to search about her, listen to her music, or stare at her pictures... I will feel fine.
