MONTGOMERY 7 : Free Fall

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Hi my Inspirados!!! How have you all been? My last update was last November 2021 pa, well, ang daming nangyari, nag-pa-plano dapat ako sa mga gusto ko at na-eenvision ko na mangyari for us this 2022 as an Inspirado. 

I was supposed to update last December but... Typhoon Odette hit us, tho I was not really personally affected due to I am staying in Pampanga, but a lot of our Inspirados were affected, especially sa mga kababayan natin sa Visayas and Mindanao, and yung pamilya ko rin may pinagdaanan during December, it was quite sad as we lost someone kaya ngayon lang talaga ako nakahanap ng tamang pagkakataon para makabalik.

Though I was not passive during those times na hindi ako nag u-update, ang dami ko na plano for everyone, para sa ating lahat. Nasa planning stage pa pero konti-konti ko sana i-rereveal, pwede ko ng i-execute ng konti-konti. Dapat kasabay ng update na to yung reveal pero hindi ko na matiis hindi ilabas to kaya unahin ko na to, para mafeel niyo na ang presence ko. I am not sure kung sino pa sainyo ang nanatili at naghintay, but for those who are still there, thank you! Sorry for always making you wait. I will try my best na mas maging connected pa tayo. 

For now, as my plans are getting ready for execution, ito muna ang basahin ninyo. I hope you all enjoy. Sana okay lang din kayo, at ligtas. Mula sa bagyo man o sa virus, I really really pray that everyone is safe and sound.

Enjoy! Merry Christmas! Happy 2022!

Let's all stand up and be more connected this year! 

Ako naman ang lalapit sa inyo, ang kakapit sa inyo.

Mahal ko kayo!

- Patch

All to myself

Sa mundong ginagalawan natin? Paano mo nga ba mapipigilan may masaktang iba? Kapag pinili mo bang panatilihin ang kapayapaan o hindi kaya ang hindi makasakit, magiging masaya ba ang lahat? Magiging masaya ka ba?

Dapat ba piliin lagi ang iba? Dapat ba laging isakripisyo ang sayo? Paano mo malalaman kung kailan lalaban? Paano malalaman kung kailan susuko?

From everything that has happened, sa totoo lang, I cannot still fully grasped the context of life nor love. They just move with so much uncertainty yet precise. Na para bang ang kamay ng Diyos lang ang makakapag sabi kung saan ka niya gusto mapunta. We may try to move to what we think is according to His plans, pero ang Kanya pa rin ang masusunod, ang Kanya pa rin ang mas makakabuti.

Kung pwede lang, mas maganda ngang piliin ang makakapagpasaya sa lahat, pero may mga bagay sa mundo na alam mong kailangan mo ipaglaban, dahil sigurado ka—para sila sayo. O kung hindi man... ididikta ng puso ang mismong galaw mo.

May mga bagay talaga na kahit di mo ipilit, puso mo ang mismong magdadala sayo roon. And you wouldn't want to give it up, because such thing is rare.

Selfishness comes with a lot of consequences, you'll hurt a lot of people, you'll stumble and fall, your heart will break seeing people get hurt because of you, and be so hard on yourself because of the blame caused by you to your own.

On the other end... life... may be unfair, but it is yours. Completely and wholly yours. You have the call. You have the right to decide. Only you. If that selfishness makes you happy, maybe... it could work out.

I want to believe it will.

I hope it will.

Our life is full of choices, mga desisyon na tayo mismo ang pipili.

Pero may mga bagay din na libre ang hulog, na parang wala kang magagawa kasi mahuhulog at mahuhulog ka.

That gravity will pull you down to where you belong to.