She nodded looking up at me submissively. Her lashes covering a portion of her eyes. "Then you have to wait. You have to wait for me. You're going to have to do a lot more than look pretty". My fingers lifted her face.
"You have to drop him. I don't care if it destroys your career". She nodded. "Aside from that. I think I understand what happened. I don't know if I forgive you".
"I might go home and cry about it. Or I might not, I don't fucking know. But I can't be here with you. I won't know how to control myself". I was now face to face with her. On my knees.
"I'll wait for you. I'll work harder for you. I'll do it all for you". I smiled at her response. "Goodbye Billie". I smiled at her grabbing her chin and turning her face to the side. I kissed her cheek very softly. My lips barely touched her skin for a second.
She didn't get up from the floor. She watched me leave her home.
What the fuck just happened.
Fuck me man. No one can know I kissed her. Not even my mom. They would tear me a new one. But damn did I miss her lips. The softness of them. The way they felt like a million stars colliding against mine. I leaned my head on my steering wheel.
I still love her.
But why did she have to be so fucking stupid. Such a dumb brat. I started my car and drove to the closest dispo. I need a fucking smoke after that.
Y/n- so we met up 😀
Quen - and you didn't apologize
Y/n- not once
Y/n but I need to smoke with someone and you're the winner
Quen - I better have been the first choice
Y/n- you were
Quen - okay you can come over then
Y/n- 🙏
I stopped by the dispo really quickly. I already know what I like and I know what Quen likes.
There was so much we didn't talk about. My song, Quen, Ellie and I kissing. So much I didn't bring up. Fuck I kissed Ellie.
We sat outside of Quens house. There were still so many boxes. But at this point she was just waiting for the movers.
We sat near the forest staring right at the sea of trees. The shades of green combining into one single piece of art.
"So she did it for herself but also for you"? I nodded taking a drag of my cigarette. "I guess so".
"I want to call bullshit so bad but I lowkey see it". I pointed at Quen aggressively. "Right"?! Finally someone who saw what I saw. "How did you guys end the conversation"? Not even Quen could know. "I told her she would have to wait see what I decide. But meanwhile she would have to end everything to do with him. That's just for me". I smirked. "And she agreed? Even thought it might affect her career"? I nodded holding in the smoke a little longer than usual.
The smoke left through my nostrils. "She said she would do anything for me. So I tested it".
"You're lowkey evil huh"? She shoved me slightly with her shoulder. "I got too humble I got too nice to her Quen. I became a pussy".
"She needs to see who she lost. And then beg to come back". She didn't say anything just looked at me with this shocked expression. "Also, I kissed Ellie". She yelled with excitement. "Finally". Huh? Did people see something I didn't?
"But".
"she told me everything. She had her chance. She waited too long. If Yall fuck or whatever now it'll just be wasting time cause you know who and what you want. She knows what she deserves. Yall got your shit together quicker than I imagined".
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Sneaky Link
FantasiaA Billie Eilish short book. Following her actual life but throwing you in it as her romantic partner. Enjoy. (Kind of like an imagine book) gxg gip
