There was so much going on. So many big deals and so many interviews and catching up to do. In some way touring was a vacation. Now for the boring parts.
Billieeilish
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Billieeilish- 🤓
My perfume released and it was booming. But there was this little bug in the back of my mind. Tugging at me to make stupid decisions.
And I ignored that little bug in my brain telling me to go to her house. To text her. To go to her mom's house. I began to understand that I had to move forward. But that didn't mean I couldn't snoop her social media.
So I sort of hid away from my family while I scrolled through her mom's facebook. Which I wasn't blocked on, surprisingly. If I thought too much about how much her mom hates my guts, I would die.
Nothing new since last. Which was a birthday post for her.
I went to Ellie and her instagram was filled with her clothing and photos of her shoots. Then I saw her story was updated, which was rare.
I clicked on it of course I was using an anonymous account. Come on now I'm not new to this
EllieForYou
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Big news coming so so soon 😼
My heart was filled with hatred and anger. Disgust even. What the actual shit. Why was Y/n looking at her camera like that.
I could feel the blood in my veins boil. It felt like I got a wave of a hot flash. I've felt this way before, many times before with them. But now, there wasn't any reassurance that there wasn't anything going on between them. Now, she was free to do whatever she wanted with whoever she wanted.
I threw my phone on the bed. This is fucking stupid. She shouldn't be with Ellie. She shouldn't be with anyone at all period.
I ran my hands down my face aggressively. This was actually pissing me off. How dare Ellie do this shit. How dare Y/n do this shit. They're both dickheads.
