Sneaky Link

Sneaky Link 81

Billies pov

I couldn't be in that room for one more second. I couldn't face her for one more second.

She tried killing herself.

Because of me.

How stupid could I be.

I rushed out of the venue. I don't know where I was going all I knew was that I needed fresh air. This was a lot to take in.

How did she do it?

What miracle stopped her from leaving me here in this boring world.

So many thoughts ran through my mind.

As I walked further it got darker. The shade of blue now being almost black with lighter spots in the sky. The stars shined down at me. The wind pushing my hair all over the place.

"Billie". I remember that voice. I felt my body freeze. The only sensation I could feel was the shiver that ran down my whole spine. I stopped in my tracks feeling frozen there. It was the same guy. Somehow, by some way my feet started walking away. I could see him behind my still following. I looked around, I don't even know where I am.

"Did you get my letters"? He sounded happy. I didn't respond only picked up my pace. But he just followed my same pace. I grabbed my phone out texting my security and finneas. Sending out my location to anyone who accepted it. I am not fucking dying to some guy. I am not going out like that. I huffed. "I see, that's why you're not getting my calls. You know it was hard to memorize your number". What the fuck was he on about?

I crossed my hands in front of my chest feeling eerie and uncomfortable, for obvious reasons.

"Billie, you could save us all, I can save you and we can work together, together we can be it all. No one will-"

I looked back to see why he stopped talking. He was unconscious on the floor. Something shining in his hands. "What the fuck"? Y/n looked at me her face filled with sweat and concern but beneath that was anger and hatred. "Who is that"? I couldn't speak as I saw my reflection on the knife. I Simply jumped over the guy and hugged Y/n. "I'm so sorry, I don't know how you can forgive me but I'll do everything to have earned it".

"Billie I don't care about that right now. HE has a fucking knife". She held me tightly but kept her eyes on him. I love being in her arms. My face in between her chest. I felt comfortable and safe here, nothing in the world mattered here. We stayed quiet for a few seconds before Y/n let go slightly to call the cops. The guys was really knocked out. Like out cold. She put her finger under his nose to check that he was breathing, and he was.

"That fucker". She kicked him in the stomach. "Y/n stop he's out".

"Billie he could have killed you".

"But he didn't". We both don't have the energy to fight so we stood there waiting. I played with the rings on her hands. The cold still covering our bodies and making us shake. But one look at her dimples and curly hair and none of it mattered. One look from her and nothing mattered.

I am disgusting in love.

When the red and blue lights finally surrounded us they took our statements. I showed them my messages. And recording I took the second I pulled out my phone. The audio was clear. If Y/n hadn't jumped in, something bad would have happened. I was shaken up but here Y/n was asking me laugh. Cheering me up like she always does. When we got back to the venue my mom was crying. Usually I would tell her to stop but I cried with her.

"You're okay". She kept repeating. Her cheeks red from crying. I held her face in my hands. I'm not taking anything for granted. If Y/n says she loves me, if she says she's okay with being around me after