𝐅𝐥𝐨𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐜𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞: 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐁𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐬𝐨𝐦

Chapter 42

Dear, Haru Flowero,

Today is the 24th of May.

So today means it's your birthday!

Happy 27th birthday to you, my Haru Flowero!

I also thanked the heavens above that I found you. I was young and innocent at that time, didn't know what love means yet—love that means you have for someone. I only knew what love means in family and friends. But not until you came and showed me what it really is; what it means to fall in love and be in love. It's a blessing in disguise that I found you and fell in love with you, because I've learned how to grow mature and be able to discover things I didn't know I was good at.

Especially when it comes to music.

Aside from the support of my family and friends, you were also the instrument why I still pushed myself to become a musician, even before I decided to change my mind—I was pushed by myself to continue studying early childhood education. Because I couldn't see myself becoming one of the best musicians when you left me. But then, I realized that not all songs need to be happy at all times. I wrote a lot of sad songs since you left me without even telling me how your life went through.

But it wasn't an easy process. I studied music but I still had doubts and insecurities. I failed a lot and didn't know when to stand again. I always ended up crying because I loved the degree but it was hard for me to continue. Gladly, I still finished it... even though I didn't give my whole best in it.

Why am I telling those to you? Because I know you'll love to hear every story of my life, especially when you're far away. I just wanted to tell you how grateful I am for your support... for pushing me to still continue doing music. Your love and dream you have in me, that was the gateway for me to bloom in the career I have right now.

My wish for you is that I hope you'll bloom more in your career and your health to be okay always. I know you're taking good care of yourself while you're busy with your work and in everything you do aside from that. Always remember that you are the only man I loved and adored.

The man who I'll always choose to love.

The man who I would love to spend my forever with.

The man who I wanted to share my music with.

The man who I would scream for love and happiness.

In times of pain and distress, you were my happiness and de-stress. Hehe.

I bloom with you, my spring flower.

My honey, my love so sweet.

My florescence.

Love,
Zinnia Natsuki

P.S.: Haru Flowero... you made me so happy and felt love last night. Thank you for granting my wish. If you're wondering—what I wished on my birthday was for me to get married to you.

I wrote this letter two days ago. Nakalagay na sana ito sa envelope, kaso kinuha ko ulit para may isulat muli. I just put what I would love to write also in this letter on the postscript. Gusto ko lang isulat kung gaano ako kasaya at nakaramdam ng sobrang pagmamahal kagabi sa proposal niya. Indeed, I'm very blessed to have this man in my life.

Pagkatapos no'n ay nilagay ko na ulit ito sa envelope. Hinalikan ko pa 'yon para lucky charm niya.

Nilapag ko na 'yon sa table kasama ang cake. Umaga pa lamang ngayon, pero plano ko i-surprise siya ngayon. Kahit nang napuyat ako kagabi kasi mga alas dose na kami nakauwi, sinubukan ko pa ring magising ng maaga para maghanda na sa supresa ko sa kaniya.